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Male , 18-21
Feeling calm
"There's a beast in my heart and it won't let you leave alive"

I see the world through a pretty darn realistic set of eyes

Last Seen 2 days ago
Member Since Oct 08, 2009
Favorite Quote
Heritage
  • a little African American
  • and a little Irish
  • and a little Italian
  • and a little American
Vices Sonic the Hedgehog, and staying up for multiple days at a time then going to sleep for like 4 hours. :p
Politics Moderate
Horoscope Gemini
Special day 6-4
Books Percy Jackson and the Olympians series and the Count of Monte Cristo
Music Favorite song: Devils Never Cry...otherwise, I listen to everything, even Taylor Swift
Movies Sonic the Hedgehog: THE MOVIE, Titanic (for the music),
Local Time April 16th, 9:02 PM
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I Have Never

Hmm...Never Self-harmed. Bungee jumped. Been outside the state I live in for longer than a week. Seen the lower half of the state I live. Been outside of the... [more]
Strikerfreeze has shared 55 Mature Experiences
  • I Remember My First Time

    Best Night Of My Life! There I was, sitting in my mother's arms...waiting, wondering..watching. As I held the controller to the Genesis, I knew one of two things was about to happen. I was either going to fall asleep before… [more]
  • I Want To Watch A Girl Sleep

    I Know It Sounds Weird... But I honestly would like to watch a girl sleep. More than once if I could. Now, granted, it does happen, it'd have to be someone close, or like a friend or something, because I don't w… [more]
  • I Am Extremely Ticklish

    Out Of Nowhere Just like that, out of nowhere, some girl in my gym class tickles my sides. I jumped so far, I could've won the long jump. I didn't even know I was that ticklish. I learn something new everyda… [more]
  • I Love These Lyrics

    A Special Song, For A Special Girl There comes a time in most people's life when someone very special comes out of nowhere and just brightens up your day every time you see 'em. There's a girl who does that for me, and her name (on her… [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    I think that EP...
    Is the greatest thing I've ever run into, AND the worst mistake I've ever committed myself to. Greatest Thing- I face it, without EP, I'd still be the most bored kid on the planet. I used to sleep my age away. Day by day. Then, I had the urge to ask questions on Google, and EP kept showing up. So I came here...Long story short, I love this site, I love everything about this site, and I love everyone on this site. It's the greatest thing I've ever done. Worst Mistake- If I had never come to EP, I'd have my stuff for college squared away by now, I'd be back to getting straight A's. I'd never have gone through the pain and hardships of love. But I can't say that one was all too bad. I wouldn… [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    On edge
    I've just been extremely on edge for the past few days. I don't know why. If I had to take a guess, it'd be the few things that are bothering me. There has been a lot on my mind: school, my girlfriend, making rent, etc. I think I may have failed my music appreciation class because I haven't been to it the past 5 sessions, and I haven't bought the books for any of my classes and they all just so happen to need them. I just wanna do well in school so I'm not wasting my time. Secondly, I've been slightly troubled by my girlfriend lately. It's not her that's the problem, never will be, never has been. It's the situation we're in. I have never loved someone so much before in my entire life, and s… [more]
  • Offtopic Confessions

    Okay, so I realized...
    That the things you THINK you know, turn out to be the very things you're the farthest off on.… [more]
  • Love Confessions

    My First Kiss
    Near an open window, sat this girl. Beautiful black hair flowing with the breeze, as she gazed out. I walked closer to her, only to hear her humming along to a tune naturally sung in birdsong. Even closer, I walked quietly. I put my hand on her shoulder where her white dress had innocently slipped, and she put her hand on mine. She looked up at me, sparkling blue eyes, smooth milky skin, an angelic face. She gave a warm smile, and kissed my hand. I could do nothing but smile back. I kneeled down, and watched the outside world with her. I looked at her, and watched her hum until she caught my gaze. She was so beautiful, I could've cried of pure happiness to be able to witness her. She asked … [more]
  • Strange 2

    Posted on: October 31st, 2009 at 10:00AM

    I find it strange that I can only be friends with girls. It's weird, because every girl I've liked (except for 2nd grade) always says "I like us better as friends." I think it's because I'm so nice, and caring. That they just want me to stick around. You know, to be there when they are feeling down, or congratulate them when they're feeling up. But I do all that too. So, I'm a little confused. But it is okay, I guess my main function, is to not get married, but to befriend as many people as possible. I feel like such a downer, but it isn't meant to sound that way.… [more]

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  • ONE MINUTE!!!!!!!!

    Posted on: June 4th, 2010 at 12:00AM

    MY GOODNESS ONE MINUTE TILL 18!!!!! … [more]

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  • Heh, so I turn 18 tomorrow...

    Posted on: June 3rd, 2010 at 12:15AM

    Yup, 18. It's crazy. It all went so fast, hey, I'm getting gifts, I'm joining facebook. But it doesn't feel right. I know something bad's coming. *sighs*My mood: pretty serene… [more]

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  • Amazing Quote #6

    Posted on: June 24th, 2010 at 2:06AM

    Relationships are like a mountain hike. Rocky at the start, but once things get moving, things seem a lot smoother. :D … [more]

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