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Local Time December 18th, 8:46 AM

I Know It Hurts More Than I Show It

But They Think It's Time To Move On.. So I'll pretend to be over it for their sake. But I'm not. You're on my mind again. I thought you were starting to fade, that time was finally doing its job in making the pain fade, but... [more]
StrippedxPride487 has shared 90 Mature Experiences
  • I Got Caught Naked

    Movie Night Ruined. mom didnt know i had been sexually active at the time. she didnt even know i had kissed a girl, save screwing one. lol so she didnt care at all when i asked if my girlfriend of two weeks [not as long … [more]
  • I Have Weird Dreams

    My Best Friend My friend died a couple years ago.. he killed himself. He was a schizophrenic, and depressed and such, so it wasn't a big surprise, even if it hurt me like no other. He never said bye to me, though. A… [more]
  • I Am a Twin

    He's My Everything Our whole lives, he's been the one to know more about me than I really knew. I mean, he told me I was gay, pushed my out of the closet (more like shoved me out and locked the door behind haha), set me… [more]
  • I Got Spanked As a Kid

    All The Time When it came to me and my twin, I was always considered the more mature one because I was quiet around my dad...but reality is that it was because my dad hit me, and not my brother. so on the few occa… [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    Just A Moment of Venting..
    I'm so tired.. Physically, mentally.. Tonight would definitely be a "sit in the corner of my bed with the lights off and listen to music" kind of night. I want to talk to people because I feel alone, but stupid me wants to just let everything out and scream at them and im not that stupid.. I can't do that. I can't lose these people.. These friends.. But I want to give up; I never would, I want to more than ever at this very moment. I want to tell everyone my actual feelings on them and just leave.. I have so many responsibilities, though.. so many.. a daughter, a kid on the way, a boyfriend, a job, a best friend living in my house and PREGNANT, my dad...****, i just want to walk away from … [more]
  • Offtopic Confessions

    Damn ):
    I have so many emotions right now, and I want to pick an experience group and just write everything down.. Get stories out there and such. But for some reason I can't. I've been staring at the blank page for a while. Haha well this sucks.… [more]
  • Other Confessions

    It's like This.
    I'm in a crowd of people. I know all of them... I recognize every single face in this crowd. They're all smiling at me, making small talk and putting a hang on my shoulder in a friendly way, things like that. Somewhere in my head, I know all of these people care about me or want to keep me happy in some way. But I'm still alone. I can't talk to any of these people. Some will judge me. Some will call me stupid or ignorant for not solving the problem long ago. I know some will give me answer I don't want to hear, even if it's the right thing, but that's not what I'm afraid of. I don't want someone thinking "God he's stupid" after they give me that advice, just because I had to hear it from som… [more]
  • Love Confessions

    Is it my fault?
    I hate our relationship. Hate is a strong word, I know. I love you. Too much to express. But I hate the way you treat me, I hate the feeling I get when I read what you say or hear what you tell me, but most of all I hate that I can't let you go. The truth is, I'm not strong enough. When I see you my stomach drops, and that's not the way relationships are supposed to be. When I came out, you were one of the only people around [other than the other gays that wanted a piece of me--ew..] to help me out. I cherish you for that. I'm thankful that you pulled me out of the sad mood I was always in since coming out. Even when people got used to the fact that I didn't want chicks, that I didn't like … [more]