Male , 18-21
I have a pain in my heart today, and it is too much to bear!.... :'(
I am who I am doesn't matter unless you want it to.
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Member Since Jul 01, 2013
Favorite Quote The world has many questions and well I do too. -Morgan Freeman
- a little Native American (Blackfoot)
- and a little Norwegian
- and a little American
Politics Very Liberal
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Music Rock and Country.
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strivexwolf has shared 11 Mature Experiences
Differences In Packs Online At Experience Project. Now I know most of you think why does this matter but it does So listen real dam close 2 what I say noobs an oldies There r many packs on here but u must observe an think before joining a pack on here… [more]
Morgan Freeman Is Great. I always tell my kids if you lay down, people will step over you. But if you keep scrambling, if you keep going, someone will always, always give you a hand. Always. But you gotta keep dancing, you go… [more]
Questions To All Survey Time! :) I have a some questions I would like to know to understand how to find others possible by ways of thinking. 1. What type(s) of music do you enjoy most? 2. What is your favorite… [more]
For 7/26-27. Alright all tomorrow I want you all to make a activity post something you want to know better about each other and it can be a challenging post to others as well I am doing this because I want to see … [more]
I don't know...I don't know what to do anymore... I try to stay happy I keep myself busy but when I'm alone a useless sense feeling overwhelms me. I have it happen daily some days it goes away others it only get's worse, I try to distract myself with the though if I break physical limits of myself I would be able to escape these feelings of confusion. These feeling differ from sad to upset to empty, nothing, crappy, sluggish, tired, and dark minded to recently a feeling I can't describe it period I call it confusion though. I just can't escape it all I try to distract myself sometimes it works sometimes it makes it worse. Things I try to do are help others, play games, exercise, listen to music, lear… [more]
I needed to scream this out even though it didn't help.......Well this is a confession to my friends on Experience I will always be a hypocrite, and if you don't like it I don't gave a dam. It's judgmental people who mess with my mind, and shut down my reality forever. Yes I said, and do you even care what I am, who I am? I have Depression, ADHD, and have trouble sleeping! I take antidepressants, stimulants, and anti-psychotics you have a problem with that? Good silence is better than a shovel to the face, and waking in a ditch empty pocketed with everything near you burn to ash. I have a dark inside that is cold I don't like it yet I can't help it is who I am, so I deal with it. I will always love rock music, the earth, and I won't ever be able to fo… [more]
I think I'm crazy.Well I have many things happen lately I can't explain lately I have been waking up from my sleep gasping for air and the other day it happened when I was drifting but..that time I felt like I was falling than being pulled up...There is many things I could say but can't deeply explain like typing one thing and writing totally something else....The one most freakiest thing is sometimes my brain will react different than usually at times and I will say or do things I normally wouldn't or I will just become overwhelmed all of a sudden....I am just so unsure anymore what is real and what is my imagination it's so confusing, so hard.. I want to know Why but I am not wanting to be locked up.I need… [more]
My Flaws.I have had a rough past like a lot of people but the hardest part is letting go I've tried it's nearly impossible, I can't escape it either I wish I could I usually mask it I do this a lot for my good and yours but my way of dealing with it isn't cutting but still a dangerous one I am a bottler but not your normal bottler I keep it in till it hurts and then release in small things such as body building, poetry, Running Parkour, and a few others.My worst one that I do daily is put myself in danger of conflict I don't like fighting but I can't help or escape it with a family as big as mine that hate That I have a disorder I have ADHD and my way I have been coping that I cannot find a better wa… [more]