subgent 41-45, M

I am absolutely not motivated to climb the corporate ladder or change anything about myself in order to be what other people consider "successful". I've tried, I just can't bring myself to do what has to be done to get to that next level. I can't deal with the bullshit, the political games, kissing peoples *****, wearing clothes that I am not comfortable in, and telling people what they want to hear just because that is how the game is played if you want to move up in the world.  I'm not sure what my niche or passion is that will ultimately lead to success on my own terms but I feel that it is out there and I just have to keep looking for it. It is all within me and I just need to figure out… [more]

I must confess that I have no clue as to how other people perceive me. If a woman was attracted to me..forget about subtle hints, hit me over the head with a ******* board because otherwise I will probably not catch on. Same goes for work... I know I work hard but again, I have no idea how my co-workers or more importantly how my bosses perceive me. … [more]