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I Was Raped By My Brother

Raped And Alone It has been almost 12 years since it happened. I totally blocked out everything. I barely have memories from my youth. I had no memory of the events until one day I almost exploded in 12th grade. I... [more]
sufferingmypaininsilence has shared 6 Mature Experiences
  • I Feel I Have Wasted My Life

    Wasting My Life Day By Day I purposely went to sleep late last night because I knew that I had nothing to get up for. I got out of bed at 11:00 hating myself. Why am I wasting my time, day, life. But on the other hand, I have n… [more]
  • I Hate Doctors

    I Hate Doctors I don't know why I hate doctors so much but I do. I am scared of them too. I hate them touching me or looking at me. They feel powerful because they think that we dont know much on medicine. I was rap… [more]
  • I Want to Sleep to Escape the Pain

    Sleep The Pain Away All I want to do is sleep so I wont have to deal with life which is so painful. I try to escape the pain but running away from it does not help. I wish this emotional baggage would leave NOWWWWWWWWWWW… [more]
  • I Have Low Self Esteem

    Low Self Esteem=self Destruction I know that I have low self esteem and it makes me even more down. I know that I have so much to offer the world. I want to help others...But my low self esteem which probably comes from the abuse I s… [more]