Transgender , 18-21

i am at a loss for words, to be honest. I am a "freak" i guess...i am a girl sadly bytheway, to not have any confusion.

Last Seen Jul 30, 2013
Member Since Oct 26, 2010
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I Feel Like I'm Losing My Mind

I Can See It I am waiting to be put away. I don't feel life or happiness. I am always tired and upset and jealous of what I don't have and...I just cannot explain it out loud. My mind...I am misplacing my true... [more]
SunkinLies has shared 16 Mature Experiences
  • I Am Transgender

    Not That Great This is possibly common, but my family does not accept me so i lie and make it seem like nothing is wrong. For my mother, i wear pretty clothes and keep my hair long and perfect with make-up to match … [more]
  • I Have Daddy Issues

    I Didnt Know Really yes, my father isnt around enough or at all and sometimes i wonder if he only gets my brothers and i because my mom pays him, but thats besides the point. one of my teachers that i am close to said th… [more]
  • I Am Transgender

    What The Truth Did To Me i was forced to tell my mother about my cutting issues and with that everything spilled out. And sadly, i didn't get what i wanted. my mom has made me believe that i am NOT a boy because of logic. jus… [more]
  • I Am Secretive Even Though My Secrets Hurt Me

    Truthfully? I am not going to lie. I am in pain. mentally, emotionally, and physically. but there are no words for the pain because there is just so much that i am blind and numb to it all. My secret that i want … [more]
  • Love Confessions

    If you were mine
    If you were mine (the way i have us played in my mind) i think you'd be happy. I have loved you since last year and i know you are gay, but i am a gay man too so it could work if you would just see past the girl face and breasts for just a moment and see that you could love me. It hurts to see you with other people, but, i care about you too much to just stop talking to you for my jealous reasons. You will never hear this from me, honey, but i do love you with all my heart and i think i will always believe that we could be perfect together if you would just see me as me for once and not some pretty girl that can sing in a soprano voice. I want to change everything for you. I want to be there… [more]
  • Love Confessions

    What i want
    i want to look like a man. i want to hold hands with a gay man. i want to have a child with him. i want to know what true love is and not this unsure shi* that washes over me when i am with someone. i want to STOP lying to everyone! and...i want to be able to kiss a man and know what's so special about it. why it's not some weird movements between lips and tongues.... i want soooooo much. … [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    I have recently discovered that i may not really be a girl mentally. yep. i think i am a gay man between the ears, when i have boobs. so...with that i have started to hurt myself. i hate it. i hate it so much that it makes me do it again and again harder and longer...i have gotten sick, and it scared the living **** out of me, i thought i had an infection or something, i am almost better i think...but i am still mad. i am mad that i NEED pain all the friggin time now! i am mad at people and my family for having me live in a silent lie. I CANNOT TELL LIKE ANYONE!certain people know, close friends and two teachers at my school who have been great. but what can they do? they see me. i am pathet… [more]
  • Other Confessions

    I have and am not ashamed
    I have kissed two girls in my life and i am a girl. this may seem like a lame confession but if you knew my mother you's know that that was risky ;)… [more]