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Local Time May 22nd, 11:36 AM

I Gave One of My Children Up For Adoption

I signed the papers yesterday. I feel so weak and miserable. I know I couldn't have financially taken care of her but regardless I did it anyway. now she's gone. My heart is broken, she's really gone... [more]
SunshineHarmony has shared 5 Mature Experiences
  • I Sometimes Just Want To Run Away To Hide My Hurt

    Happy Fourth Of July... I Guess Sister bailed on hanging out with me... Family said there's no room for me to go hang with them, my friends are drinking and told me not to come..... Foster family doesn't want me here all day because… [more]
  • Family Confessions

    I spoke with my mom's Lady Fiance
    At first I was scared.... I wasn't sure what to expect due to fact that this was a woman. But now know I over exaggerated..... She's actually pretty nice... And  funny.. I'm glad my mom found someone that understands her as much as this woman does... I'm still a bit sketchy to the situation due to the timing but... It's cool, Anybody else have a gay mom? … [more]
  • Offtopic Confessions

    There Are Reasons Behind Everything....
    As a young teen I did stupid things and due to my actions I've suffered the consequences... The first time I overdosed it was on triples C's, those of you know who know what I'm talking about, know that, that mess will eff you up after a dozen of pills. The first time I did it, I only took .... It didn't do much damage but it felt so good to get out of reality. At that time I was in a foster home in Hesperia and the foster parent knew I smoked pot and took pills but she always acted oblivious to the fact. Anyway back to my story, I overdosed and acted stupid... Not caring if I hid it or not, then the second time came..... I took 20, that second time was the deal breaker.... I couldn't even w… [more]
  • Love Confessions

    It Bothers Me
    It bothers me that every time we make love... He never holds me after.. It bothers me that he goes about his day as if us making love never happened... Could it be called making love if I feel this way? He says we share something special and that we are one and tells me all these nice things but it bothers me that he doesn't hold me..... Am I weird for thinking this?… [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    Scapegoat
    Just because he's mad at his dad... He takes his anger out on me. It hurts when he acts like he doesn't care about me.. It's even worse when he tells me. I'm not sure when the perfect time to disappear is... And with all my stuff being at his house..... I guess it's time to say goodbye to a lot of my crap. … [more]