Female , 18-21
My picture is Jack now.
A hopeless romantic, mostly lesbian girl who loves everyone and can't hold a grudge.
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Member Since Dec 01, 2012
Special day 9-15
Books The Giver, Xanth Series, Redwall Series, books with words
Music All of it
Local Time December 11th, 1:27 AM
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Swanfirefly has shared 4 Mature Experiences
The Girl I Love Some people believe that you aren’t happy until you find true love. I’d try and disagree, but my heart tells me otherwise. My heart tells me that I need to find someone to love, to cuddle with bef… [more]
A First Kiss, A Feeling Inside He smiles down at me. He is so soft, so gentle in these moments when we are together. He looks in my eyes. He is the first person to ever tell me that they are beautiful, that I am beautiful. He leans… [more]
Firsts The first kiss I ever had. It was with a guy I barely knew. He’d been in my school a few weeks, asked me out to homecoming. We never danced together, he was too shy. I was upset and left him outside… [more]
Nothing Here, Carry On My life is hopeless, sad, pointless. I feel it every day, every second of the day. Everything is poised against me, and I feel lost. Sure, there are happy times, but there is always a nagging sense in… [more]
I want to be deadI have always wanted to die.I am afraid of life. I am afraid that I will live to watch my friends and family come and go, living and dying before my eyes. Death seemed nice. A quiet, a sleep. I saw a dead person once, except for the stiffness they looked happy, calm. That is the effect of death. It is calming. It will be like an embrace you can’t get out of.So I have always wanted to die.I am not suicidal, not all the time. But recently, life has been getting on me, dragging me down into the doldrums. I try to be happy. I do. I have been living life to the fullest since college started. But my world is so hard to understand for me. Other people can sometimes understand me better than I under… [more]