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Female , 18-21
Feeling thoughtful
WA USA
My picture is Jack now.

A hopeless romantic, mostly lesbian girl who loves everyone and can't hold a grudge.

Last Seen Dec 29, 2013
Member Since Dec 01, 2012
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Horoscope Virgo
Special day 9-15
Books The Giver, Xanth Series, Redwall Series, books with words
Music All of it
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Local Time April 19th, 3:58 PM
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I Really Hate Crying In Front Of Others

Hide It, Child I don’t let people see me cry. I have never liked crying. I was always called names when I cried, I was called weak. My first stepdad called me a whiny sissy baby. Kids at school were just as mean... [more]
Swanfirefly has shared 4 Mature Experiences
  • I Am In Love With Someone I Can't Have

    The Girl I Love Some people believe that you aren’t happy until you find true love. I’d try and disagree, but my heart tells me otherwise. My heart tells me that I need to find someone to love, to cuddle with bef… [more]
  • I Am Lonely

    The Importance Of Saying Goodbye Most people say that goodbyes are hard. But the goodbye gives you something, a final word, a farewell to hear. The goodbye gives you a sense that part of that person is staying with you, they wished y… [more]
  • I Love Kissing

    A First Kiss, A Feeling Inside He smiles down at me. He is so soft, so gentle in these moments when we are together. He looks in my eyes. He is the first person to ever tell me that they are beautiful, that I am beautiful. He leans… [more]
  • I Remember My First Kiss

    Firsts The first kiss I ever had. It was with a guy I barely knew. He’d been in my school a few weeks, asked me out to homecoming. We never danced together, he was too shy. I was upset and left him outside… [more]
  • Health Confessions

    I want to be dead
    I have always wanted to die.I am afraid of life. I am afraid that I will live to watch my friends and family come and go, living and dying before my eyes. Death seemed nice. A quiet, a sleep. I saw a dead person once, except for the stiffness they looked happy, calm. That is the effect of death. It is calming. It will be like an embrace you can’t get out of.So I have always wanted to die.I am not suicidal, not all the time. But recently, life has been getting on me, dragging me down into the doldrums. I try to be happy. I do. I have been living life to the fullest since college started. But my world is so hard to understand for me. Other people can sometimes understand me better than I under… [more]