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I Feel As If I Don't Know How to Feel

Okay likely I've been feeling really bad and miserable. I cryed like at 6:00 in the morning because I felt really bad. and I was stressing over how I felt. there's a lot I could say. So here it... [more]
  • I Often Feel Left Out

    I Fill So Sad I am crying right now for allot of reasons I always cry. i fill left out like know one want to talk to me or nothing It fills like everyone has it so good. I wish i had a life like everyone ells I alw… [more]
  • I Feel Like No One Understands Me Sometimes

    They Just Don't. I feel like my friends are always trying to gang up on me for No reason really. just because I might do stupid things sometimes. and try to have a good time. I might be loud and hyper sometimes but th… [more]
  • I Hate My Boyfriend

    Im Over It. Me and my boyfriend been going out for like a year now. He was so nice in the beginning. Then he started chanqinq we started arquinq about stuff all the time. IDGAF Bout Him Anymore He's dead to me i … [more]
  • I Need Someone to Talk to

    I Fell Really Sad I fell sad. Im always sad every night I cry in my room because of it. because im so alone. Im worried about my life and about myself. Im afraid I might do something crazy. I want to be happy I cant co… [more]
  • Offtopic Confessions

    Lost in this world
    I fill guilty of how I act toward people. how i acted to my friends and the other people around me. the things I said to people the hurtful things that I should"t of said, even for the people of Ep, and for other people. I don"t know why I act like this, know one knows what I been through, I been hurt through the years.I am so negative every time. I am tired of the way that i act. and tired of being negative all the time, I want to be happy in life. I want to find love real love. I want to be happy again for once in my life. not just for a moment I want to be happy all the time. I want to have joy and peace. I"m tired of crying and filling depress and  nervous, I don"t even know who I am. wh… [more]
  • Hood life

    Posted on: August 14th, 2013 at 12:58AM

    Inside I feel scared. But happy at the same time. Is it a choice to how I feel? Or who I chose to hangout with?? I'm respectful of my heritage. I am. Im just not all coulturish how they want me to be. Even my friends get in my nerves sometimes about that. I go in the hood because I want to. Not because I have to be there. And I don't. I just hangout with people I fill like hang out with. People can get mad but that's who I am.… [more]


  • The story of my life chapter 2 lost and confussed

    Posted on: August 14th, 2013 at 2:24AM

    The story of my life chapter 2. I started hanging out with different people. Living with a sick mother isnt easy. Expecailly for me being so close to her. I just don't know what I would do. And I want to see her happy and I'm tired of being broke. Back to my story so the people I started hanging out with were gangsters hood people. And people hustling for money. That what I was in. I was trying to get money because I was so broke and my mom really needed it. Okay so here's what I did one night I was crying and the thought came in my head. What if I hustle or hang out with those people to give me money or work for that kind of bussness. Cause I really needed it. So I was so motivated. So I we… [more]


  • The story of my life chapter 1 the start of it all.

    Posted on: August 14th, 2013 at 1:52AM

    Okay I'm going to tell you my story. I make it short because it's too long so I'm gonna start with 1 chapter first. Before I get all into it okay. This is how it goes. I am a Christian. I've been in church all my life. And I love the lord so much. Okay do this is it. Okay this it what happens nowadays. A few weeks ago like 3 weeks ago my dad abanded me so bad. I'm not really going to get into it. But he hates me. And he doesnt even care about me anymore. All he cares about is his new family. He loves his kids way better. He even said it. So I'm mad at him and I never want to talk to him ever again. He kicked me out of his house and said I would rather you sleep with the dogs then sleep here.… [more]


  • Can't Trust.

    Posted on: August 14th, 2013 at 12:27AM

    Why does it seem like I can't trust anyone nowadays? I mean it makes it so hard. The people are changing. My friends are not even my friends anymore. My Ex friends abanded me so bad. I dont even want to get into it. along relationship with someone you think you know turns around and stab you in the back. What is up with that?? I try to say sumthing and here it goes another person gets mad. For what?? What did I ever do to affend you??? I'm just tired of people. I just dont want to be botherd with anyone no more. That's what it seems. Sorry I'm finished, unless if you understand what I'm saying. And not one of those people who are just one of those people that I do not trust. I'm hurting ins… [more]