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I Had An Abortion and I Feel Guilty

How do I forgive myself/get over it? I feel like I never will. I basically murdered someone and it's hard to face that fact about myself. [more]
sweetsydchris has shared 2 Mature Experiences
  • I Had a Bad Expierience Smoking Weed

    Worst Experience Of My Life This was my second time smoking weed. I did it from this water pipe thing or whatever. I didn't really know how to do it so my friends were telling me what to do. They told me to suck harder at one po… [more]
  • I Regret Losing My Virginity To The One I Lost It To

    Fell For His Tricks. i lost my virginity when i was 14. i was a freshman in highschool. it was a school night. and i snuck out to get it on with some dirty man *****. it all started the summer before my fresh… [more]
  • I Have Had Sleep Paralysis

    Sleep Paralysis For The First Time about 45 minutes ago i went through sleep paralysis and i knew i needed to write about it now or i would forget a lot that happened! so heres my story: So I was just having a normal dream… [more]
  • I Am In Love

    We Had A "moment" so my boyfriend and i have been dating for 1 year and 4 months about, and this happened we'll say like 2 months ago. we were in my room playing with my little ferret. at one point he was … [more]
  • Friends Confessions

    I hate my "best friend" now.
    My best friend and I were supposed to hang out once. around 8ish (pm) i texted her to see if we were still hanging out. No reply. Then around 10 pm i said ill take that as a no. So she finally texted back saying her mom said we couldnt hang out because of the weather (it was raining) and she fell asleep. i told her i wish she would have told me that so i wasnt sitting at home hours on end waiting to hang out with her. then she freaked out on me. she was saying i spend too much time with my boyfriend and not with my friends and family. then a few days later she gave my sister a note she wrote to me saying that im hurting my friends and family, and my dad specifically, because i hang with my b… [more]
  • Other Confessions

    I wish...
    i was 3 inches taller so i could be on americas next top model. :p hahaa… [more]
  • Friends Confessions

    i want my best friend to try weed
    if your going to say weed is bad, get outa here and dont bother saying anything!but i have a best friend and she is one year younger than me, i am 19, shes 18. im in college, shes still a senior in highschool. i tried weed this last summer for the first time with my boyfriend and i liked it a lot. it was never anything i ever considered doing. but now i have come to realize it really isnt that bad. and i dont do it a lot either, just ocasionally. and half the time my boyfriend and/ or his friends are smoking i say no and dont want any. so i dont have a problem or anything. but i havent told my best friend about it because i dont know how she would react and shed probably be so against it and… [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    i've been pretty emotional lately..
    idk if its "PMS" or what, but ive just been really emotional and crying a lot and just not in a good mood a lot lately. mainly because ive barely been able to be with my boyfriend at all. im used to being with him at least like every other day but lately its only been 2 days a week. and i feel like im wasting time doing nothing when im  not with him. because i have nothing else to do. and ive just been getting really emotional and been crying about it and im getting annoyed by it but i just dont feel happy when im not with him. its just frustratiing to try and find time. and it feels like my boyfriend gets frustrated when i  get upset because we dont get to be together as much lately but i j… [more]