Post
Message
Report
Female , 18-21
Feeling angry
...i don't understand

i am a dark, yet pious person who loves the circus and crushes on clowns. i have a strange , goofy and dark sense of humor and i am a victim of childhood abuse...

Last Seen Mar 6, 2014
Member Since Sep 08, 2012
Favorite Quote this shit has got to lead me some fucking where
Heritage
  • 100% African American
Vices what is a vice?
Politics
Horoscope Leo
Special day
Books the bible (although i don't really read it)
Music hard rock, darkwave, dark pop, trip-hop, pop, electronica, Korn, seether, evanescense, limp bizkit, tech n9ne, insane clown posse, twiztid, androidlust,
Movies scary, action/thriller and psychological movies
Local Time July 3rd, 10:36 PM

I Have No Real Friends, No One Gets Me

HERE IN THIS SMALL SOUTHERN TOWN, THERE IS ABSOLUTELY NO ONE THAT I CAN TRUST HERE. THERE IS ONLY OLD PEOPLE HERE AND NONE OF THEM UNDERSTAND ME OR TALK ABOUT ANYTHING THAT INTERSTS ME. THEY TALK... [more]
synjaslaughter has shared 133 Mature Experiences
  • I Am Lonely

    Soulless (friendless) during my childhood i was abused and always misunderstood. my daddy is a criminal. my mama isn't a saint. she would allow us to move here and there and back here again. it was unstable. moving from th… [more]
  • I Am African American

    But Im Not Proud Of It after my daddy's fleshy indiscretions and his hoodlumness. i became disappointed with the african-american race. black people shooting innocent people, drive-bys, disrespectful behavior, gangs. i am d… [more]
  • I Remember My First Kiss

    My First Curious Kiss my first kiss was with a punch of little girls in the handicap stall in elemantary school restroom. we were all in first grade. we were silly and curious. the teacher came in and caught us. she was a … [more]
  • I Laugh Out Loud,even When Im On My Own

    Empty Laugh i've been through a lot in my life, i still suffer, but this pain i endure hasn't assassinated my love to laugh. although when i laugh its such a numb feeling. faux, if you will. when im by myself, i … [more]