Male , 22-25

Though it must seem as I would be a really unsatisfied guy, I'm a good listener and very loyal to friends. Nevermind about my MPD, I do not switch around while writing. And if, I'd warn. But exactly BECAUSE I'm a multi, I can understand many different types of ppl.

Last Seen Jul 13, 2014
Member Since May 03, 2010
Favorite Quote
Vices am multiple, drink too much and hate the world
Special day
Books "The Girl Next Door" by Jack Ketchum and "The girls he adored" by Jonathan Nasaw
Music Metal
Movies Fight Club, The Simpson Movie, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas
Local Time July 5th, 1:08 AM

I Spend Too Much Time On the Computer

Affecting My Health I definitely do. (Spend too much time on the computer) I used the computer to build up a virtual world, cos the real one was too disappointing and too different from me. Well, of course it... [more]
SystemOfSadists has shared 5 Mature Experiences
  • I Hallucinate

    Why Do I Hallucinate? First of all: Hello ;-)   I've been asking myself this question - why I do hallucinate - now already for years. It started when I was a kid. I saw three yellow gho… [more]
  • I Want To Fall Asleep Easily

    One Thousand Things Running Through My Mind It always takes me hours at night until I can finally meet my sweet sweet dreamland. (or my nightmares) I know my main problem and still can't change anything. I always have the feeling to wast… [more]
  • I Lose Control Of My Anger Sometimes

    Unstoppable Sometimes? Very often! I'm aware of really having an aggression problem.Even little things upset me quickly. And the worst thing is that I can't just.. breath slowly a few times and then everyth… [more]
  • I Have Fallen For Someone I Can't Have

    So Difficult To Forget Her Well, I wouldn't actually say 'fallen for her' as I don't believe in love. Especially not in mine. But she was really special. Her character... so similiar to mine. At the same time, she was so… [more]