Male , 36-40
not a good feeling to come into work first thing and find a threatening letter attached to my timecard!!

Music is my passion, my family is my life. I love my wife more than anything. I love music that is well thought out and well written in a way that the listener can truly feel what the writer was feeling as the pen stroked the paper that is the kind of material I try to write

Last Seen Sep 26, 2013
Member Since Jul 27, 2009
Favorite Quote it is better to sing out, and risk being heard, than to never have experienced the joy it will bring you
  • 100% American
Vices smoking, beer and bad comedies
Politics Moderate
Horoscope Cancer
Special day 11-19
Books historicly accurrate fact or fiction WWII-Vietnam
Music anything but rap, hiphop, and jazz fusion or techno
Movies happy gilmore, forrest gump, band of brothers is number one
Local Time June 3rd, 12:52 AM

I Have Ptsd, Depression and Anxiety

Today Is One Of Those Days I am not having a good day at all today. My mind is racing from bad thought to worse thoughts of the past, and all I seem to be able to do is pace franticly. What makes this worse is I am at my... [more]
teleman has shared 1 Mature Experience
  • I Want More People to Hear My Music

    Want More People to Hear My Music I am a semi-professional musician and the primary writer and singer for my band. We play our originals at every show and wind up having to play them all two to three times each night due to the overwh… [more]
  • I Wtk Your Song Of The Day And Why

    Least Resitant Path- By Me- Unreleased At the risk of sounding pretentous, which I'm really not trying to be, I'm throwing one of my own out for my song of the day. It is a song that talks about having the talent to make your life b… [more]
  • I Am Obsessed With Golf

    I Guess Its Pretty Bad Here's why. I am down in my back right now...have been for a few days. I took the day off to lay around and rest, which I did do. While I was laying around, I played Tiger Woods 06 all day. Then my wi… [more]
  • I Wonder Why I Got Married Too

    Well...let Me Tell You The first time I got married was because I felt like that was what what expected of me. I had been with her for a few years, and I was stable. People kept looking down their noses at me because I wasn… [more]
  • real friends...real people

    Posted on: August 28th, 2009 at 6:35AM

    I feel that I have talked to people on this site that are real and have made what I would consider to be a real friend. People don't seem to be afraid to totally be themselves here, and that's so cool. I've not experienced that before when talking to people. Yeah, I know I don't have a lot of experiences logged, but I have had many wonderful conversations on the ones that I have. I have always gone out of my way to be honest with myself and others because life is easier when you don't have to try to cover your *** every time you open your mouth. So to my friends here (future one included) thanks for being yourselves… [more]


  • my crappy day...thus far!

    Posted on: February 22nd, 2010 at 10:34AM

    I'm having an extremely crappy day. It started our really good, I woke up made coffee and watched the morning news...things were looking great. I went out, started my truck, and got ready to leave for work. Well, I picked up my helper and we started the 140 mile journey off to the job site...this is where things went wrong. I am now sitting out in the parking lot of a truck stop, waiting for a tow truck to come pick up my truck...blam! 200 dollars gone. I am also waiting for someone from the office to come pick us up to take us back to the office, so we can get another truck...blam! Half a day wasted. I have to finish the job that I am on today, so I'm having to bring in extra help that I ca… [more]


  • the true definition of optimism

    Posted on: August 22nd, 2010 at 6:29PM

    The true definition of optimism is being to naïve to see and accept that life is mostly ****, and in turn believing (in vain I might add) that something good is going to happen to or for you. I know this to be true first hand, because outside of my wife and her kids, my life always has. I have gone way out of my way to play by the rules, and walk the straight and narrow...awesome work ethic, always do everything to the best of my ability, and with quality, with this so called "optimism" that someday I will be okay. Boy was I wrong. My life has been consistently going down hill...and constantly...I'm ready to give up...just throw my hands up in the air, move into a cardboard box,… [more]


  • just not feelin' it

    Posted on: December 12th, 2009 at 10:08PM

    Here it is...that time of year where the lights go up, and hear bells on every corner. The little ones start acting on their best behavior, and a new spark of excitement fills the air as they anticipate Santa bringing them that lastest and greatest electroc gadget that will be obsolete a week or less after they open it on Christmas morning. This is the first year that my wife and I haven't had kids in the house since we have been married, so I'm just not feelin' it this year. I'm excited about the prospect of my grindchildren opening their gifts, and really looking forward to the huge meal my wife is gonna prepare, but we haven't even put up our tree yet, and we just started shopping this ev… [more]