Female , 46-50

I'm pretty high energy and am always doing something, going somewhere, taking on some project. My active lifestyle helps me to keep from being totally miserable in my suck *** home life. My husband is a nice man, works hard, says that he loves me. He is supportive of my independence and never tries to rein me in. Which should be wonderful-- but it is actually pretty lonely. I'm tired of being alone and I am DAMN tired of not having sex. Just haven't figured out how to "fix" the problem yet. Guess that is why I am here....

Last Seen Jun 5, 2012
Member Since Apr 09, 2011
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Vices Self Destructive Tendencies, Inordinate Amount of Affection Toward Weenies, Coveting Other Peoples' Llamas, Fat Feet, Inability to Accept
Politics Anarchist
Horoscope Pisces
Special day
Books In Cold Blood, A Prayer for Own Meany
Music Sad songs-- the sadder the better. I also like James Blunt, U2, The Cure
Movies Field of Dreams, Sense & Sensibility
Local Time May 6th, 12:30 AM

I Live In a Sexless Marriage

Past Tense Soon... Ok, folks... we have take off! I have an appointment with a lawyer on Thursday. A divorce lawyer! Yuppers... it's time and it's happening and I am scared, but pretty determined. I have a lot of... [more]
TessieMae65 has shared 1 Mature Experience
  • I Live In a Sexless Marriage

    Naked Hubby Just when you think it can't get any weirder at my house... The kids were away on Saturday night-- each spending the night at a friend's house. Hubby and I went out to eat at a Chinese pl… [more]
  • I Live In a Sexless Marriage

    Topless Cooking So, I was feeling a little snarky this evening (listening to Janes Blunt's "Same Mistake" on the way home-- always puts me in a defiant mood). I got home a little late. It was HOT today (103 degrees)-… [more]
  • I Live In a Sexless Marriage

    What I Have Learned In Two Months I came here two months ago looking for answers-- looking for a way to "fix" my life (same reason everyone else comes here). I have learned that there are only two options for folks in our situation: 1… [more]
  • I Dig Underwear Out Of My Crack

    Pickin' The Panty! I really appreciate all the input on my first "story"-- about trying different kinds of panties but them always riding up my butt crack. I have never been much of a thong wearer, but might have to giv… [more]
  • Embarrassing Confessions

    Does anyone else do this? I click on other women's profile pictures-- women in the same age group as I am in-- to see how I look compared to them. I especially do this if they are "friends" of my male friends and they write sort of suggestive things on my friends' boards. I guess I want to scope out the "competition", even though there is NO competition going on-- nothing to be gained, no one to "fight" over. Why do I have the compulsion to do that when it doesn't matter how hot, or not, the other ladies are??? I guess I'm weird. Or, AM I? Maybe I'm not the only one who does this....… [more]
  • Offtopic Confessions

    Smelly Nelly
    I have an urge to create a fake identity here on EP. My user name would be "SmellyNelly". I'd join all the groups about having body odor and hating the way that I smell and offending people with my BO. Then, I would post these really sad stories about how I am isolated, lonely, and on the verge of a total break down because of my bad odor. I'd wait for people to respond to me, and offer to be my friend. Then, when we became buddies, I'd e-mail them asking for recipes using the stinkiest ingredients I could think of (like garlic and sardines). When they e-mailed me back, pointing out that my odd food choices might be to blame for my foul body odor, I'd get very self righteous and sarcastic. I… [more]
  • Attack!

    Posted on: August 16th, 2011 at 10:58PM

    OMG.... I had just gotten out of a meeting for the city festival. Driving home and there was a gorgeous photo op. The sun was setting but shining through the clouds down onto a big American flag. I pull over to take some pics. The area of town was not great and I was parked in the parking lot of a decrepit apartment building. I was happily snapping away when I heard a man shouting. It didn't have anything to do with me so I kept taking pictures. Eventually, I became aware of my surroundings and there was this guy coming at me--walking fast. I stopped taking pics and hurried to my truck. Before I could get the window up or the truck started the guy was at my door reaching through my window. H… [more]


  • Pissed Off/Pissed On?

    Posted on: August 30th, 2011 at 10:38PM

    Jesse: "How was your day?"Me: "Crappy. I left work early today because I was pissed off"".Jess: "Who pissed you off?"Me: "Work".Jess: "What happened at work"?Me: "They gave me a bonus".Jess: "That made you mad"?Me: "Yeah... I slammed my door and told PAtsy that I was leaving early and if they didn't like it they could **** themselves."Jess: "How much money did they give you"?Me: "$556.00"Jesse: "You got made because they gave you $556.00?"Me: "Yes... low life scum sucking bastards".Jess: "Ok...."I think it's safe to say that I am pretty high strung. I am also really good at my job (which is probably the only reason why my high strung, outspoken, fiesty *** has not been fired). Recently, I ha… [more]


  • Taz is Better

    Posted on: November 13th, 2011 at 10:54PM

    Taz is still alive and doing better. Of course, it does not take much to be doing BETTER then he was last week. I think that I am doing better, too. Cautiously optimistic. Then again, I don't even want to entertain any positive thoughts, because as soon as I do, life will come crashing down with some cruel punishment for daring to not be miserable 24/7. Anyway, Taz does seem to be doing better.The cut on Taz's leg was all skin-- no tendon involvement. That is a HUGE blessing. His blood work came back with upsetting findings-- his kidneys are not functioning properly. The vet said that this could be caused by the severe bout of colic. However, we have to take him for more tests on Saturday.I … [more]


  • The Week I've Had

    Posted on: October 12th, 2011 at 9:56AM

    It has been an interesting week-- starting on Friday, when  Patsy called me to tell me that Billie had died. Very strange... it took a while to sink in. Billie was healthy and fit-- a very "outdoorsy" type person. The thought of her just falling over dead does not compute in my brain. Very sad and disturbing. I know her sister, Carrie, and that especially touches my heart. I know what it feels like to have your sister die unexpectedly. In fact, when Bonnie died, Carrie and Billie sent me such a nice card. And now Billie is dead, too. Yes, sad and disturbing.Saturday was Ethan's soccer-- they played a double header and won both games. Ethan came close to scoring goals three times-- one ball j… [more]