Female , 18-21

Last Seen Jan 9, 2014
Member Since Jan 06, 2012
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Special day 4-15
Movies V for Vendetta
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I Battle Depression

I Know I Don't Have It That Bad... I know that! But, is it selfish of me to want to have someone who can just understand me? Why is it that everything becomes a battle of who has it worse, and "keep things in perspective" when I talk... [more]
TheBestMeICanBe has shared 1 Mature Experience
  • I Hate My Period

    My Period Is The Bane Of My Existence Every month since I was nine years old, I have experienced the pain not unlike a knife being wrenched and twisted through my innards. If that weren't enough, I have always been set apart because I mat… [more]
  • I Hate My Mom But Love Her

    Where Do We Go From Here? From I was very small I have never gotten along with my mother. My earliest memories of her, was of her anger, and her rage, and her spite. She screamed and raged  (not scolded) at me for the littles… [more]
  • I Battle Depression

    Am I Schizophrenic Too? Or Just Pathological? I'm angry at my parents for things they said and did to me throughout my childhood. (No sexual abuse or physical abuse) They probably meant well, but it was hurtful and impacts now greatly as an adult… [more]
  • I 'm Starting to Regret Belonging to Facebook

    I Guess I Shouldn't Feel Hurt But... I decide to quit facebook for good. its too much of a time sink, and its not working anyway -- my chat is disabled, my games dont work anymore, and i can't even upload pics anymore. so, i wrote a stat… [more]
  • Other Confessions

    I get it now.
    I now know the difference between being a teenager and being an adult. When you're a teenager you discover that everything actually sucks, and you react directly to that (acting out, depression, sullen moods, etc.). However, when you become an adult you still know that everything sucks, but you live in denial of being in control of everything. You hide from this fact with a little help (alcohol, drugs, overworking yourself). Because I've just stopped being a teenager a few years ago, but I'm not quite yet an adult, I am able to see this. The reason everyone tells me to grow up and change my perspective on life, is because I haven't grown into an adult's denial of the the futileness of life y… [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    Why does it seem like just me?
    Why does it seem like I'm the one who always has to change? why am  i the only one in the wrong. i'm no better and worse than anyone else, however it seems that I'm not good enough for anyone, and everyone keeps telling me to change and to be myself at the same time. that must mean there is something fundamentally wrong with me then isn't there? if being myself is so wrong that i have to change myself, there must be something so wrong with me. everyone says I'm so hard on myself, but thats not true! if it were up to me, if no one judged me or mistreated me, i wouldn't change anything about me. but so many years of everyone telling me what i must change, or what they hate about me, has led to… [more]