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Male , 18-21

Me? Lost in a forest searching for a tree

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Member Since Oct 22, 2011
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  • and a little German
  • and a little American
  • and 100% Unknown
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Books Ever read the Ender series? No they are not about suicide
Music Everything except country
Movies There truly are so many, but i have to say my favorite is Clue if you haven't seen it you dont know what you missing, mainly because you havent seen it
Local Time July 31st, 9:50 PM

I Love to Write

......... You Make One Up Lol The sun rises on every dark day, in every way a new light breaks through the darkness that takes us every night, might i say that this is a blessing and a curse, the light exposes our deeds for better... [more]
Thefury has shared 5 Mature Experiences
  • I Got Spanked As a Kid

    Heck Yeah I Did and if i ever have kids im ganna spank them too, it wont be my first reaction just like it wasnt my parents. But sometimes its the only thing that got thru my thick skull… [more]
  • I Have Insomnia

    This Sucks I have fybromyalga also known as chronic pain, basically i am constantly hurting. Now i know what your thinking, this sounds like fun what is he complaining about, well as far as the fun and games dur… [more]
  • I Have Been In A Room Full Of People And Still Felt Alone

    The More The Lonelier As the light hearted laughter echoes throughout the halls, as the dancing and jeering commence, i am alone. Its not that i am shunted from thus, i stand a shadow of myself, a voice in my own head wond… [more]
  • I Want To Lay My Head On Your Chest And Listen To Your Heart

    I Thank You, My Love, for it is the steady beat that brings chaos to order, only there as the rhythmic drum echoes through out my soul do i find peace. I thank you, my love, for the every resounding of your pure heart, the… [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    blowin off steam
    it is a twisted soul riddled with dark desires that cause one to set light to his own pyres, fires that be, fires that burn each part gets a turn, five in all churn as they burn, five in one, fun deathly screams bellowed from a slit throat, blood dripping down a red coat, masked by the pain, loved by the pain, rain makes the first to go the smile, never was much of one threw that first onto the pile, file number two a laugh turned cold and blue, asphyxiated by the loss of love, the causes of air, the answer to an eternal prayer. Now is three the simplest of thee, the hope to be free, shackled by memory the weight of an oak tree. Then there was four a mind inside a head slammed in a door, poo… [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    you figure it out
    Suicide death by cyanide, endin your life cuz this pain just won't abide, won't subside, lied to by the movies, groupies, sayin the world is always light, but why then do I always have to fight, right? Every smile is a battle, ever laugh is another row of this pattle, rattle in my hands, cuz I have been sailin this boat alone no one understands what it means to be me, trapped in the dark so I can't see, used to be we, used to have glee, used to think I was free, see its gone now that doors shut its closed now, but just givin it some time writin this rhyme I see clearly the path layin before me must be, flee from I life I can't, even tho it may seem like I just go crazy and rant, can't deny t… [more]
  • Other Confessions

    I almost gave in tonight
    I was ready, the darkness had once again became my companion. I walked in the valley, and the shadow of death lead my path. I could hear the song, the soft lullaby of cold steal calling to my warm veins. I went toward that serene sound my shattered soul longed for. At it was at that moment, where metal met flesh, that  the shimmer of light reached my deprived eyes. I was forcibly reminded why i tread the path of life, with all its traps and misery. Hope, a hope for a better life, a hope for happiness. It is that shimmer of hope that drags me from the valley where death has become my friend. So on this dark night, i shall once again see the dawn.… [more]
  • Offtopic Confessions

    lemme know what you think
    OK so here i go tryin to spit a new lyrical flow, i know i usually say my verses aren't very good, its cuz i usually only write when I'm depressed and feel misunderstood, would you please accept my apology for my self hating mind, a good mind so hard to find, be kind unwind  rewind to a time where it all made sense, where i wasn't always making a preemptive attack against my own defense, so commence the condense of this offence that is so intense it burns like fire, 3rd degree to my soul the smoke rose higher, dire to my life it has become, but on this night i say i have won, won against the demon inside desiring to kill me, free from the voice tellin me to see that the knife is the only opt… [more]
  • More crap

    Posted on: September 12th, 2012 at 11:00PM

    it is a twisted soul riddled with dark desires that cause one to set light to his own pyres, fires that be, fires that burn each part gets a turn, five in all churn as they burn, five in one, fun deathly screams bellowed from a slit throat, blood dripping down a red coat, masked by the pain, loved by the pain, rain makes the first to go the smile, never was much of one threw that first onto the pile, file number two a laugh turned cold and blue, asphyxiated by the loss of love, the causes of air, the answer to an eternal prayer. Now is three the simplest of thee, the hope to be free, shackled by memory the weight of an oak tree. Then there was four a mind inside a head slammed in a door, poo… [more]

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  • Another example of my lack of lyrical talent ;p

    Posted on: September 12th, 2012 at 11:05PM

    Your awesom my friend, show me the only path doesn't lead to my end, you saved me, showed me, that's its ok to hope, I'm not just another pathetic dope, I have light in my heart, still room in this kart, for another soul to love, another angel comin from above, so I shove aside my sadness depression and see, that there is lovable guy in me, and those who trashed me slashed me left me beadin dyin in an ally just can't see, the wonderful guy that is still in me, so I hope that they will come back again, somethin more than a friend, yes, but they would have to admit me bless, yes, cuz even tho I'm scarred my soul is far from charred I still got my mind and sooner or later someone will find that… [more]

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  • Crap i wrote i dont want to find a heading for ;p

    Posted on: September 12th, 2012 at 10:53PM

     I'm sorry you got caught, as the receptacle of my thought, brought strait to you, thru you, I get this beat my lyrics bump to, true, I usually go overboard, dominatin the conversation like an overlord, choaking the life out of our conversational baby like an umbilical cord, wrapped around its neck, heck, I just got to much crap in my mind, horrible thoughts so the goodness I cannot find, in a bind I am, lost with a soulless mind I am, slam, this phone on the floor whenever I feel the conversational door shut, but what am I suppose to do? when you give the rhythm my life bumps too I need help to reach my lyrical core, someone to wake me up to stop my snore, floor is where I have been, akin t… [more]

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