When I see myself with out a mirror- I can be very beautiful, graceful, desirable, sexy, social, kindhearted, gentle, caring and so much more... 'Till I look into the mirror!
When I slide into my dark slippery hole- I become nothingness, lonely, unlovable, abnormally ugly, black sheep, evil, self-centered, loathing myself and cutting off anything hopeful to slide my way- I am alone. isolated. forgotten. damaged. avoided. Only my little dog stays with me, hers is a true love. my best friend.
A Carpet Person I have never been able to stand up and be me! I have always been bend, swayed, forced into acquiescence. I have seldom had opportunity to resolve anything, to find my true thoughts and/or feelings on … [more]
My grand daughter falsely accused her step-father of abuse. The Child protection is involved- she is staying with me- not allowed to be with other family. Step-dad was forced out of his home and life-… [more]
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