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WA USA
Ah, EP - I check you so rarely now. Pan Greenwood on facebook if anyone wants to come around.

Who am I? Check out my Stories - You'll learn more of me there than I can ever tell you here. Nonetheless I can try.

College, D&D, Writing, Magic, Blade dancing, love. That's just about my life. It's a little more complicated inside but that's all you need to know.

I am eighteen years of age. In ways I am older, in many I am younger. I suspect that I never really grew up, I suspect that I am still growing.

I am deeply interested in religions of all kinds. Not so much the static old ones, but the dynamic new ones. Though I love to find what made the old ones work. When they were new what made them tick? I am deeply in love with the divine, in every shape and form. Our love affair is a fearful thing, an inexplicable thing. Ask me and I shall explain it to you.

I love to listen, especially if you have something to teach. I do not like having my time wasted. I love wasting the time of others. I am very arrogant and very good at hiding it, very shy, but never online, very pretentious and easy to poke, very flirtatious though I'll never go anywhere, very funny though I like to be solemn, very picky, and I love to be challenged. I love to learn.

Last Seen Dec 12
Member Since Feb 21, 2009
Favorite Quote No religion is a true religion that does not make men tingle to their finger tips with a sense of infinite hazard. ~William Ernest Hocking
Heritage
Vices standing behind people - very quietly, very close.
Politics Liberal
Horoscope Scorpio
Special day
Books by Mercades Lacky, Brandon Sanderson, and Patrick Rothfuss
Music gregorian chants, ES posthumous, Abney park, Avrile Lavigne
Movies Avatar, Ponyo, Inception, Coraline, How to train your dragon
Local Time December 20th, 5:24 PM

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    Posted on: July 4th, 2009 at 3:39AM

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