Male , 18-21
Feeling nostalgic
I wasn't there for you, when you most needed. . . and now you aren't here for me. . .


Last Seen Apr 25
Member Since Jul 11, 2010
Favorite Quote A man can be destroyed but not defeated. -Ernest Hemingway
Horoscope Aquarius
Special day 1-27
Local Time May 27th, 9:53 PM

I Want to Know the Story Behind Your Username

The X Uhmmm.... so the story behind my username...Well when I came here I didn't know what to pu ton my username, so I got to think about something because I didn't want to use my name..... I... [more]
TheX has shared 1 Mature Experience
  • I Wish I Were Dead Now

    I Wish, But I Can't....... I wish I were dead right now.... I wish I wouldn't even have born.... I don't think people would miss me at all, and they shouldn't.... the ones who say that I can't do this because of my family and f… [more]
  • I Feel I Don't Matter

    Do I? Really.... there is anyone who think that I matter?.....… [more]
  • I Believe In Ghosts

    Believe You know I do believe in ghosts and every people that I know keep saying that "do you have any proof?" If I or anyone had proof than it would not have the word believe... believe comes from the word t… [more]
  • I Want To Play Experience Project Tag

    Tagged....... I want to get marry before I get 30 and I want to have a little girl with my wife..... One thing that writting and not showing can seem a litte bit do… [more]
  • For KittyFee hehe

    Posted on: January 15th, 2013 at 4:47PM

    Uhmmm... today I am here... thinking about you... my heart echoes, and I start to listen to your voice, my special one. I'm not going to hide it, I do am in love, a shame I can't hold your hand right now... hug you, tell her I don't want to be not even a sigle minute without her... she calls me, and automatically my eyes close when the call starts, it may sound a little silly for many you know? "Why you close your eyes?"... if it is a skype call, I will plug my head phones ona dn again just close my eyes, if it is a call on my cellphone I will gently place it on my ear and close my eyes once again... "But why you do that?"... for a single reason... if my eyes are close I feel she is in front… [more]


  • Knowing Better

    Posted on: August 7th, 2011 at 9:46AM

    ^^(happiness): Hey everyone *smiles* --(numb): ... hey >(anger): Shut up!! =(Curious): Uhmm... hey.... didn't see you earlier..... who are you? ^^: I'm happiness, what about all of you? =: I'm Curious, nice to meet you --: Introductions again? *sigh*... =: uhmmm... he is Numb and the other one is Anger.... >: Who said you could say my name to others?!?! =:Uhmmm... sorry Anger.... ^^: Why you are so angry? Life is good silly *smiles* T.T(Sadness): Sorry for interrupting but since when?..... ^^: Since always *smiles* =: Uhmmm.... can you share your name?.... (it probably is something like sad.... *wonders*) T.T: Sadness.... =: Uhmmm.... thanks for sharing.... (what is going on here.... our nam… [more]


  • Reborning

    Posted on: February 20th, 2012 at 3:12PM

    Hey everyone how have you been in the ages I didn't posta  blog? *laughs*..... damn I hate it.... how my mind is confusing, like I deleted all my previous posts, after I wrote some but I blocked them all.... well the only one that is not blockes is "The Garden", you can read it *smiles*.... anyway I'm not here to talk about that....Well after ending school I started to get better and better you know..... from the point I was and the point I am you can say I kinda reborned.... well I'm getting out of my meds, that's good right? heheWell so how has life beeing to The X? Well I'm taking kung fu classes really hard now, it is actually the reason that I'm so good theese days hehe, and guess what?… [more]


  • Just sadness

    Posted on: May 26th, 2012 at 3:56PM

    You look up on the sky... you wish to look at that cerulean blue to feel better but yet you can.. you look sad to it and you just see more sadness, the sky is all covered with clouds, you try to search for that tiny little spot that will be that cerulean blue and you search for it, you search but all you can find is clouds, dark clouds... it looks like the sky is gonna fall on any minute, and by all thoose dark clouds you just know it will be a storm and yet you feel uneasy.. you want to look at the sky because it makes you feel better, forget about the sadness on your heart.... forget you have a broken heart... and just there you lie your knees on the ground and look at the skies.... a tear… [more]