Thisisme939 18-21, M

I'm always searching for "The One", my soul-mate. but the truth is even if I'll find that special someone I'd most probably back off even if he shows a certain interest in me. I don't want to get hurt, I fear to have my heart broken. I've built a wall and imprisoned myself in it, shunning every person I care about defensively. The truth is I'm scared and lonely. All my relationships ended with me panicking when I start falling for my partner resulting in me breaking up with them. I'm not proud of what I've done, I even passed really good opportunities, but that's what I am... I'm philophobic...… [more]