Female , 26-30

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Member Since Nov 17, 2012
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I Have Weird Dreams

Recurring Dream Really it's been going on just for a few months but since I had to go back to uk and leave my then gf back in USA I've dreamt about her showing up on my door step, I wake up happy then bam sinks in it... [more]
ThoughtsBehindThoughts has shared 3 Mature Experiences
  • I Love to Ride Horses

    I Haven't Recently... I haven't ridden in a long while, I always found it quite therapeutic. I used to love going out into the woods, pepper would jolt his head about always give a little bit of playful grief. So calming..… [more]
  • I Love Winter

    It's Nearly Here. The air is starting to get crisp, I love to feel the bite against my skin, the cool of the floor that makes my toes curl up, it always brings a feeling of relief... It's all so fresh and freeing… [more]
  • I Misscarriaged

    ...... My heart bleeds for mine that never was The time was not then Left scared Denial of the want is all I have Fear of confronting the hurt again… [more]
  • Love Confessions

    I want to..
    Talk to you so badly I could scream! This is a nightmare for me! I know you are in your own nightmare, being there is like a prison, I wish you had said you would just come here, I'd do anything for you to just come here. The things you wanted I do want but I wanted to do it when the time was right. I miss you so much. Please don't forget us. XxxxX… [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    I don't want to move on and hate that you do , my head is such a ****ed up place right now.… [more]
  • Offtopic Confessions

    Had agood night it's now nearly 4am and time for my bed, nini ep x… [more]
  • Love Confessions

    Sent the email...
    So I sent you an email today, after a few days ago saying it was my last... My bad.... very all over the place at the moment, lots of back and forth while I come to terms with the situation.I swear i will try and settle down as you dont need the stress, i dont think you realise that although i am often surrounded by people, I laugh and smile all day, I talk with my friends, you are the only person that I talk to, i'm quite happy for people to talk at me all day, you are the one person that, although sometimes a bit resistant, I will talk to openly.Im sorry im being a weirdo at the moment, you told me No more men for you, now your moving in with one! and basically you had it all planned withi… [more]
  • Nails done, check

    Posted on: January 10th, 2013 at 1:08PM

    So tan is topped up nails are freshly done, hair is super shiny and minus split ends thank goodness. Dress picked out and book to read as I've been warned she's often late. This weekend I plan to pack up M's Christmas presents, i had got out a load of dollars to send so she could travel to her g mother s need to exchange them back I had also put together a scrap book filled with our holiday memories tooks ages to do and the picture I drew lol went abit funny on oneside but I know she would of appreciated the gesture. Her main gifts had been an edition of Alice in wonderland which had beautiful illustry from 1900 and an Alice in wonderland pocket watch bit eccentric but was so pretty. I'm ju… [more]


  • Tired and content

    Posted on: December 10th, 2012 at 4:37PM

    Killed myself today working out, 2 hours Zumba 2 hours badminton, won all games, I was on fire! Feels good, getting my figure back. Love it! … [more]


  • Incessant need for my girl

    Posted on: November 29th, 2012 at 8:51AM

    I can't call her that now but I can't not, really missing her as my gf and best friend, things got messy this month through me having my melt down. Freaking out at the wrong time! I'm such a douche. I just want to use my week off next week to jump on a plane and go and see her, I'm not sure she would let me in and if she did not sure she wants me there, would be awkward as I think her male friend is there at the moment, don't think my jealousy could handle it, I just want a cuddle, missing her so much, I've let myself down mucho! … [more]


  • Cleaning day

    Posted on: January 13th, 2013 at 1:03PM

    Been clearing out my room. Random bits of paperwork and odd earrings laying about. Found the picture of me sitting on a ledge at Machu Pichu, I was taken while I was looking out over the ruins I was 1 contemplating how to get down and 2 how freeing it felt. Good times. It felt the same when I was sitting on the beach at San Simeon. It's a lovely feeling. Maybe I just need a holiday. … [more]