tnbloodletter 36-40, F

I am a bloodletter.... I rarely cut, mostly I stick myself with a hollow needle.. That seems to cause the least visible damage... Tonight my lonely heart hurts... I ache to have another to share my time with...I  feel pathetic... Reach out to me, please... I CANNOT be the only one...… [more]

I am a bloodletter.... I rarely cut, mostly I stick myself with a hollow needle.. That seems to cause the least visible damage... Tonight my lonely heart hurts... I ache to have another to share my time with...I  feel pathetic... Reach out to me, please... I CANNOT be the only one...… [more]

I frigging hate it when someone passes, (and they were a total *****), and people show up to talk about how great that person was and how much the person will be missed...  All the crapping hoo ha, on the anniversary... Seriously people.... How totally generic...I just don't get it...… [more]

Well after all of the everything, looks like he will be leaving once again... To recap, In July 2010 he told me he was gay, we agreed to try and make things work... In Aug. of 2010 he told me he wanted a divorce... Our divorce was final in 2 of 2011, in 3 of 2011 I moved 2000 miles away to be with the only family that I felt would have me.... He lasted only 4 monthes alone before he moved here to be with me and the kids.... Well, here we are april 3, 2012 & it looks like he won't be staying.... He isn't happy with the money he makes here and wants to go back to Nevada...........   So, here we are again, left, lost and broken hearted....… [more]