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Female , 18-21
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I don't like to be considered normal (sometimes is considered an insult to me). I'm very creative and bright (although my grades don't always show it). My main reason for being on this site is to get help with my depression and to get some comfort. +_+

Last Seen Mar 2
Member Since Nov 26, 2009
Favorite Quote "What is this normal? Is it a type of soup?" - Me
Heritage
  • 100% American
  • and a little French
  • and a little Egyptian
  • and a little English
  • and a little American Indian
  • and a little Ethiopian
  • and a little Italian
  • and a little Spanish
Vices
Politics Moderate
Horoscope Pisces
Special day
Books Edgar Allan Poe Poems, The Demonata Series, Alice in Wonderland, and anything generally along those lines.
Music Anything but country
Movies Hard to decide
Local Time July 24th, 11:58 AM

I Suffer From Anxiety and Panic Attacks

Anxiety And Depression Part 4 Hello, I almost forgot about this website until I took a survey for Getold.com and my story "16 and scared" popped up. It made kind of wonder how many people had read my story and if they had gained... [more]
toohonestforowngood has shared 4 Mature Experiences
  • I Can't Sleep

    My Anxiety Won't Let Me Sleep... Well actually it will only allow me to sleep for maybe an hour or two. But its hard to fall asleep because either my mind will be racing or I'll just be shaking uncontrollably. I sometime feel tired, … [more]
  • I Am Terrified of Aging

    16 And Scared! I know being sixteen isn't really something to be scared of. But the reason I'm stressing is because my dad is 51 and my mom is going to be 40 in March, again doesn't seem like much. But I'm just s… [more]
  • I Am Uncertain About My Future

    Unsure About My Future  Hello, if you look at some of my recent stories on this site I haven't been in the best place mentally. Well I'm off my medication now and I'm starting to get back on track. And because of this … [more]
  • I Battle Depression and Anxiety

    For Those Who Suffer From Any Kind Of Depression Or Anxiety! Its the worst time of the year for most of us. But despite that I want everyone to go out and seek warmth, kindness, and happiness. Talk to friends, family, neighbors, connect with them and be happy. … [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    I believe the world is a big gray area, with some black and white on the edges
     I over analyze things a lot, and I do mean a lot! There is always two or more sides of a story, very few things are straight forward. Evil was once good and good was once evil. … [more]
  • Family Confessions

    I can't stand my dad's girlfriend.
      I just can't take her anymore. She's a fairly decent person and I know she's had a rough life, but I feel like she's taking all of her frustration out on the world (and me). It's really hard to be friendly and sympathetic to someone who barks orders at you and is mean to your family. She has helped me out a few times when I was in a jam and has given me some of her old stuff, but I don't want her around me. I become very sheepish and sort of passive-aggressive when I try to tell my dad about something I know is important to him, so I don't know how to tell him that I don't want her around me. He loves her and he can seem to tolerate some of the madness, but I shouldn't have to. She's not m… [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    I just wish I could freeze time
    I just can't keep up these day. Chores, school work, and my personal life are just piling up. And to make things worse, I've been sick for the past week.… [more]
  • Family Confessions

    I can't stand my dad's girlfriend.
      I just can't take her anymore. She's a fairly decent person and I know she's had a rough life, but I feel like she's taking all of her frustration out on the world (and me). It's really hard to be friendly and sympathetic to someone who barks orders at you and is mean to your family. She has helped me out a few times when I was in a jam and has given me some of her old stuff, but I don't want her around me. I become very sheepish and sort of passive-aggressive when I try to tell my dad about something I know is important to him, so I don't know how to tell him that I don't want her around me. He loves her and he can seem to tolerate some of the madness, but I shouldn't have to. She's not m… [more]