topsyturvey 46-50, F
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I am at times full of myselfI can get swept away by some new concept or idea and I actually become quite obnoxious. Like when I was listening to Jack Kornfield and learning about loving kindness. I thought I knew all about and was better than everybody else. Except I didn't realize my behaviour until I kind of came out of the trance. An ego thing I think. Anyway, afterwoods, when I realized how I was carrying on, I felt ashamed and embarrassed. My goodness it feels good to say that.… [more]