Male , 18-21
Feeling depressed

Last Seen May 4, 2014
Member Since Aug 17, 2009
Favorite Quote Better to die quick, fighting on your feet. Than to live forever, begging on your knees.
  • 100% American
  • and a little Serb
  • and a little Irish
Vices pain, blood, silver, fear, adrenaline
Politics Anarchist
Horoscope Gemini
Special day 6-15
Music metal, electronic, industrial
Movies The Crow, Ginger Snaps
Local Time May 27th, 10:03 AM

I Have a Confession

since the breakup with that girl, brooke, the girl i love so much... i dont know what im doing, i dont know how i should cope.  ive tried many things just to be happy, doing new things, working on... [more]
trainrek has shared 7 Mature Experiences
  • I Drink Blood

    I Drink Blood The first time I drank blood was two years ago. I cut my finger while eating an apple, and figured, "why not?", and just licked the wound. It tasted great! I licked at it till it stoppe… [more]
  • I Have Never Kissed a Girl

    Ive Never Been Kissed By A Girl I'm not gay, just unattractive.… [more]
  • I Drink Blood

    Psycho Left Me My donor, Psycho, moved out of state. Now in search of a new donor. In case i havent said this somewhere before she is like a manic-depressive schitzophrenic with sado-masochist… [more]
  • I Hate Stereotypes

    I Hate Stereotypes 1. I am a Wiccan 2. I drink blood One has nothing to do with the other, although everyone thinks I drink blood because I am a Wiccan. I dont use blood in any of my rituals or spells… [more]
  • Vampiric Tendencies. Chapter 1

    Posted on: April 28th, 2010 at 1:04PM

    Vampiric Tendencies Running through the woods, Jimmy could hear the growls and hissing in his head growing louder. He swung a left around a large oak tree when suddenly he could hear it moving through the trees above him. Jimmy spun around just in time to see a dark mass descending upon him. Before he could scream, it had already ripped his throat from his body. Instead of feeding where it was, the beast drained the blood from Jimmy's body into its blood bladder and leapt back up into the trees. As quickly as it killed, the beast was gone. 1:30 pm 11-24-10 East Sacramento "Hey Jose, pass me the carabiners," said Sam, "I'll put them in my pack.… [more]


  • Vampiric Tendencies ch. 2 part 1

    Posted on: May 12th, 2010 at 5:09PM

    "Ooh, you're making quite a mess. Sadly there's no one back there. This one looks like it hurt." Sam said, tracing a laceration from the stab wound in the cashier's shoulder, down her right breast, across the nipple and continuing down between her legs. "Was all the damage down there really necessary?" "Well, yeah, I wanted it to bleed a lot." Brittany said handing her sister a glass full of blood. "Oh still warm, yay." Sam said after taking a sip from the glass. "Duh, that's because she's still alive", Brittany said while ripping the tape from the woman's mouth, "say hello sweetie." "**** you." The woman gasped. "She's a fighter. You're so evil sis, my turn?" … [more]


  • life

    Posted on: March 20th, 2010 at 4:39AM

    life is just a dream on the way to death … [more]


  • new song im working on

    Posted on: April 1st, 2010 at 2:50PM

    Pray for your life, deluded one you cannot escape night's son he can reach everyone lock you in, dead within you must fear his sin till the deadman he comes lay with throat slit open deathly screams at night darken light fear the night blade in hand kill the children of the land something's wrong, where's the light? deadly thoughts tonight someone shall die dreams of blood, dreams of fire bodies sunk in the mire and a blade in the night lay with throat slit open deathly screams at night darken light fear the night blade in hand kill the children of the land not my best work … [more]