Male , 26-30

Genuine guy , like to laugh and be happy but happiness is a rare feeling that last only a couple of seconds.

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Member Since Dec 31, 2010
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I Am Gaining Weight

To start off my experience, I AM NOT HAPPY with myself at all. I lost about 60-80 pounds two years ago and now I gain them back by the day. Is not something I wanted to do but I can't help it that... [more]
treto has shared 3 Mature Experiences
  • I Want to Run Away

    Sometimes I Wish I Could Just Close My Eyes And Be Someone Else..... Since i was a kid, i always wanted to be someone else not me but someone with a better life.  Someone smart with better talents than the ones i have.   When i was a kid i wanted to run … [more]
  • I Have Been Fat My Entire Life

    Larger Than Life.... ever since i can remember i been fat thru out elementary, middle even high school.  I try to change but it was hard, i been call names and you know the regular stuff bullying and not having friends t… [more]
  • I Was Bullied

    Elementary Of Hell!! i went to the elementary school in mexico, from 1st grade to 6Th grade.  I was a loner walking alone, at times there was two kids who i hang out with.  Those years were so devastated for me i was bu… [more]
  • I Wish I Had Friends

    Bff Jill Where Are You?? I feel alone most of the time, i have very few friends and no one text me or call me or even want to hang out with me.  Im pretty much a normal guy shy yes i am but i would like to have someone … [more]
  • Friends Confessions

    no close friends no more...happy about it too!!
    i need to tell this to someone!! i don't want to have any close friends anymore.  I rather have acquaintances, my two closes friends are drifting away and I am okay with that.  I don't know why but I'm much happier without them.  Sad thing is that they want to hang out and I don't.  I use to chase them and call them up to hang out before and they stood me up a lot of times. … [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    me myself and I....
    I miss you , I don't know what happen to you. I lost you in the race I wanted you to become more outgoing, more loving , more inspiring, I need to find you. My life hasn't been the same without, I need you right now more than ever I have done so many things wrong. I need your advice right now I need you to say no, I need that sweet guy who everyone loved. You knew how to make me laugh, you knew how to be me. I don't like this new me I hate his guts. He only bought pain and suffering to my life. Am not going to lie his brave, he cares for me but he loses his mind at times. He needs friends , but he doesn't find them too easily and the ones that he finds aren't friends at all. I want half of h… [more]
  • Family Confessions

    love my aunt.
    My aunt died yesterday at noon, she was 91 years old. She was my second mom I miss her and I didn't get to see her the last few years. I'm a mess , she was a women who taught me alot. I will never forget you aunt you were everything to me I love you and I will remember you always near my heart. I will cherish all the memories with you. Thank you for making my childhood better I will always love you. Even though am still crying for you. I want this to be a cruel joke , I want to be able to see you again and say good bye. I miss you love you , I want to wake up from this nightmare and be ok and call you. I want to see you and talk to you again. Your my aunt and the strongest women that i met. … [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    Unblocking my ex
    so today as I unblocked my ex.  Its been over a year that relationship broke and I blocked her.  Today i saw a picture of her and I didn't feel any emotions at all.  I saw her happy and I'm neither happy or sad for her.  She seems to be doing good and life kept going.  Its  rather weird to see her facebook again and not feel any emotions for her.  Everyone just keeps going and make the best out of it.  … [more]
  • My first storm after the calmness

    Posted on: January 29th, 2014 at 5:57PM

    As my heart and my mind tremble to the thoughts of my past.  As it hunts me down like a hunter, I can feel what i used to feel again.  Which scares me! I no longer want that feeling.  I been unleashing my very own past to the world and bringing it back to existance.  As I worked yesterday Jesus put in my heart to let my past go and no longer even think about it.  There's no one in this world who can bring it back up again.  It all started with the very own thought, of my past and a comment I said to a coworker.  Today as I kept thinking about my past, how the flash backs came back again.  I'm troubled, now having to deal with my own worst nightmare.  Which I left behind and I know in the wor… [more]


  • Thoughts

    Posted on: January 29th, 2014 at 6:09PM

    the earth shakes the tree stand still the waves move like a roaring lion I no longer live for me but for ElohimI no longer agree to love this world but my Elohimwho am I to love God?Who am I to kneel in his altar?I am nothing I am dirt in which I was formedI shall return to the dirt and its earth I am nothing without my Elohimnothing in this world is anythingwe see but can't comprehendwe hear but can't listenwe speak nonsense When are we going to learn to have maturity?When is our father coming back to end it all?As I sit and pray for him to come soon Life no longer has a meaning without Elohim.… [more]


  • comfort

    Posted on: July 11th, 2013 at 6:57PM

    everyday i get closer to understand my place in the world.  i don't take it as an act of selfishness.  i see it,  as a way to know who i am and what i am to become.  We go and seek where we belong, yet our hearts are not there.  we think we belong where we are and we find comfort in our own wrongdoings.  We want to break away from our daily routine.  Yet no one dares to brake away from our comfort.  what is to become of us? what is  there to be ? Are we willing to sacrifice our comfort of a uncertain future?  Yet the answer lies within us.  We get as much as we give.  no one is granted a smooth ride in this earth.  we strive to be remember but half of the best are forgotten.  I haven't reali… [more]