Tsunami75 36-40, M

Well today I will give up on her. My wife. I love her so much. Now that's she's gone I'm a broken man. I grew up in a family where love was not expressed or shown. I never understood what that had done to her over the years. I never saw how I was crushing her self esteem and her dreams. I wrote her an emai because I cannot speak to her. I would just turn into a bumbling idiot. I miss her. I need her. She is the best part of me. She is all that matters… [more]

Ex wife broke me. She spoke to me today about the way we left things. I told her I hope her life crashes down around her. I told her I hope everyday is a struggle for her. I feel guilty I know she suffers from severe depression. Probably shouldn't have said a thing… [more]

Three of you and I forget I'm alone. I don't remember all I've lost. I can close my eyes and not see you standing by my side. Three little pills.… [more]

I feel so guilty..... I have a great job, a nice car, a nice home, money in the bank and I am so miserable in life. I have an ex wife who never knew the real me. I have friends that never know how I'm feeling or what I'm thinking.… [more]