Female , 18-21

Even though I can see all the good done in this world, I feel like I am being suffocated by the mere thought of everything bad that happens here as well. How is a 19 year old suppose to think of her "bright life" a head of her when things just seem to get worse every passing second? Is it worth trying to be happy for the next 60 years if all your going to see is pain, destruction and injustice where ever you go, whatever you're doing?

This is one of my constant struggles everyday of life.

Last Seen Mar 9
Member Since Aug 09, 2009
Favorite Quote The walls we build around us to keep out the sadness, also keep out the joy. ~Jim Rhon
  • a little Scottish
  • and a little Irish
  • and a little American
  • and a little British
Vices Sticking to routines... Deadlines... And just quiting when it gets too tough... Are those vices??
Politics Liberal
Horoscope Taurus
Special day 2-19
Books Thriller, Suspense, Humour, Auto/Biographies, etc.
Music Rock, Metal, Alternative, mostly. But usually whatever I like the sound of.
Movies Horrors, Comedy, Thriller, mostly. Anything else that has good acting and sc<x>ript too (and maybe a favourite actor) can get my attention.
Local Time May 23rd, 3:37 PM

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