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I Have Five Things That Are Essential In My Life

Things I Can't Live Without Posted 09/06/2010
The things in my life that have the most value and are essential to my life have definitely changed with age and wisdom. When I was younger I strived for love and acceptance through... [more]
  • Embarrassing Confessions

    I Hide Behine My Computer
    I am a person who loves to talk and be involved in conversation, I used to be very sociable, of course I also used alcohol as a motivator which I no longer do, because I no longer drink. But I do find myself hiding behind my computer, and that is where my social life lies at this point. Occasionally I will go to church, it is 7 houses from where I live, or with my girl friend that I trust implicitly and her husband to their cottage at Lake Carey to boat or swim, but not often, I usually back out or have an excuse. I am just not comfortable in the new body I've accumulated over the years. People can be cruel, so strangers many times have shared they're unwanted opinions in a car passing by, b… [more]
  • Just Like My Dad

    Posted on: August 31st, 2010 at 9:24PM

    Looking out the windows she watches through the day Staring at her family laughing while they play She dreams of the moment when her Prince will come along And passes time playing Barbie's and singing little songs Her room is tightly locked by her parents to keep her in She keeps her secret of abuse and holds it close within She has no friends to speak for they think that she is weird Because she is a prisoner, and can't hang out with her peers Alone at night in darkness she holds her breath in fear Waiting for the footsteps, cringing when they near When it all is over and she's left confused and sad She cries herself to sleep, for she must be bad Why does she have to suffer in a silence al… [more]

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  • I am content and loved by my beautiful son, yet I am still battling my own demons

    Posted on: August 31st, 2010 at 11:24AM

    So happy that yesterday my son was finally freed from a prison he didn't deserve, though I know it gave him time to reflect and I see a change I have been wishing for him many years now. With each year comes maturity and growth as well as with each experience. So I am happy he is willing to accept the help now offered and I am wtaching him bloom into the wonderful young man I know he is. On the flip side is my own battle with depression, fear, overcoming and my own love of God, Jesus and my faith that I know has kept me all these years from killing myself, or going completely mad. I am a swinging pendulem from one emotion to the next never knowing where I will end up on any given day. today … [more]

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