Female , 46-50

Adaptable, humorous, accepting, loving, always looking to improve within

Last Seen Sep 6, 2010
Member Since Aug 25, 2010
Favorite Quote Find the treasure in the trial
  • a little Irish
  • and a little Italian (Sicilian)
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Music Christian Contemporary/Oldies/Jazz
Local Time May 22nd, 10:25 PM

I Have Five Things That Are Essential In My Life

Things I Can't Live Without The things in my life that have the most value and are essential to my life have definitely changed with age and wisdom. When I was younger I strived for love and acceptance through... [more]
  • I Am a Big Romantic And Very Affectionate

    I Feel Like I Am More The Guy In The Relationships Well, I am such a romantic that when I was in my relationships I bought candy and flowers on valentines day. I was a serve breakfast in bed with a rose kinda girl, and a massage by night "just because… [more]
  • I Believe Actions Speak Louder Than Words

    Unconditional Love When we say actions speak louder than words, never was a statement more true than that. As a child I never knew love, so I vowed my chiuld would. My baby who is 17 can tell me anything knowing that NO… [more]
  • I Would Never Tell You I Loved You If I Didn't Mean It

    Someone Telling Me They Love Me? I don't believe it when someone tells me they love me immediately, and I don't say it unless I mean it. I have just a few close friends I can say I love one man who is the husband of a good friend [he… [more]
  • I Long For A Realtionship With My Other Two Children

    Longing For What I Cannot Have. Sometimes in life we do things that alter our live in such a way that when that situation or someone comes across our path again, it may very well be that the decision we made in the past will have co… [more]
  • Embarrassing Confessions

    I Hide Behine My Computer
    I am a person who loves to talk and be involved in conversation, I used to be very sociable, of course I also used alcohol as a motivator which I no longer do, because I no longer drink. But I do find myself hiding behind my computer, and that is where my social life lies at this point. Occasionally I will go to church, it is 7 houses from where I live, or with my girl friend that I trust implicitly and her husband to their cottage at Lake Carey to boat or swim, but not often, I usually back out or have an excuse. I am just not comfortable in the new body I've accumulated over the years. People can be cruel, so strangers many times have shared they're unwanted opinions in a car passing by, b… [more]
  • Just Like My Dad

    Posted on: August 31st, 2010 at 9:24PM

    Looking out the windows she watches through the day Staring at her family laughing while they play She dreams of the moment when her Prince will come along And passes time playing Barbie's and singing little songs Her room is tightly locked by her parents to keep her in She keeps her secret of abuse and holds it close within She has no friends to speak for they think that she is weird Because she is a prisoner, and can't hang out with her peers Alone at night in darkness she holds her breath in fear Waiting for the footsteps, cringing when they near When it all is over and she's left confused and sad She cries herself to sleep, for she must be bad Why does she have to suffer in a silence al… [more]


  • I am content and loved by my beautiful son, yet I am still battling my own demons

    Posted on: August 31st, 2010 at 11:24AM

    So happy that yesterday my son was finally freed from a prison he didn't deserve, though I know it gave him time to reflect and I see a change I have been wishing for him many years now. With each year comes maturity and growth as well as with each experience. So I am happy he is willing to accept the help now offered and I am wtaching him bloom into the wonderful young man I know he is. On the flip side is my own battle with depression, fear, overcoming and my own love of God, Jesus and my faith that I know has kept me all these years from killing myself, or going completely mad. I am a swinging pendulem from one emotion to the next never knowing where I will end up on any given day. today … [more]