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I Still Think About Him From Time To Time

I Miss You i was engaged to a guy and we both moved away to oppsite coast and i find myself thinking about him a lot i think about telling him i still love him all the time but can never do it im afraid of... [more]
  • Offtopic Confessions

    I USED TO CUT!!!!!!!!!!
    I started cutting when i started middle school, that was 9 years ago and stopped cutting about 4 years ago it was hard to just stop and no one even knew i was doing it i was caught once and had to talk to a school counsler and my dad but i told them i would stop and i didnt. When i decided to stop it was always on my mind and i just stopped thinking about it maybe 2 years ago and now for some reason that is unknown to me i started to think about doing it again life is going well and i have nothing to complain about except the fact that i have the urge to cut again i know i dont need to and i know that i can stop myself but it was my way of expressing myself for so long that i guess i just wa… [more]
  • Remembering him

    Posted on: October 1st, 2011 at 10:04PM

    First off no this person didn't die I just haven't talked to him in a long time and eveytime I try to get in touch with him again I don't get a response it's been about 3 years I think and I think about him from time to time and it's gettin close to his birthday we used to talk all the time I'd get up at 5 gettin ready for school let him sleep a little he would text me and we would talk till about 4 and it never bothered me that I only slept for an hour a night I could handle it I slept in classes that didn't matter that I could pass with out even tryin this guy ment alot to me and I got engaged and that's about when we lost touch he told me "best I ever had" reminded him of me everytime he … [more]


  • I give more then i have

    Posted on: March 16th, 2012 at 3:52PM

    I work almost full time for my parents and pick up my brother from school daily most of my pay check goes back into the house and i feel guilty when I buy something for myself. I was asked last night if I could wait a few days for my paycheck and I said yes. Im broke, tired, and stressed but i dont want to say anything because I do want to disapoint my parents and I dont have anyone to talk to about it because the people that I talk to are my parents. I dont really have friends anymore they all stopped talking to me unless they need something. So what do I do? Nothing Im done having fake friends I can do better and one day I will find better friends but that doesnt happen because i work all … [more]


  • Keeping myself entertained

    Posted on: October 22nd, 2011 at 11:51PM

    All month I have been doing everything I can to make the time fly but it's just to hard to keep my mind off of leaving the lame little town I don't think that can side track myself very long or very well for that matter I know the next month and a half will fly by if I can just entertain myself for as long as I can I just need to give it to the lord with his love help and guidance I know that I cand do this … [more]


  • A walk

    Posted on: September 16th, 2011 at 1:23PM

    So after posting yester day I wnt for a walk just to help clear my mind I walked for an hour talke to a friend for a couple of minutes we went different ways and as hard as I tried to stop thinking it didn't work I just thought about it evenmore so by the time I got home I was worse then when I left. When I got home I sat down and watched a movie with the family and at the end I wasn't thinking about it anymore today hasn't been as bad as yesterday with my mind racing because for once I don't think it is so that is amazing anyhow I guess it's time to go shower and get ready for the day so maybe I will post again later … [more]