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Local Time October 21st, 1:11 PM

I Relive My Past Life In My Dreams

I Think I've Seen A Past Life.... I'm a Taurus and very intuitive. It runs in my family...I just know things and I can't explain why, I just do. Sometimes it scares people that I already know the ending to a lot of things. But this... [more]
  • I Have A Weird Phobia

    Saliva Phobia? I hate it when people spit. I feel naucious at the sight or sound of it. I also feel naucious when I see people sharing gum, or popsicles and lolipops. Sharing food with someone and seeing the little … [more]
  • I Am The Definition Of A Social Butterfly

    Do I Just Like To Hear Myself Talk? I’ve been noticing lately that when I talk to people, or tell them a story I see that they are listening and paying attention; however, about ½ way through, my mind starts to wander, and … [more]
  • I Am a Taurus

    With A Capital T-aurus. That's Me. I am Taurus through and through.I am proud to be a Taurus, we are the most powerful of the zodiac calendar. No other sign can come close to ours once we become a charging bull.We can… [more]
  • I Bad Hair

    Bad Hair... On Tuesday, I got a new hair cut that I wasn’t comfortable with. It’s a very short A-line cut. When I say short, I mean that the longest part goes just under chin. Short as in, I can feel … [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    Sick of this $hit
    I am so phucking sick of getting the run around! Phuck you and everyone who does this $hit.… [more]
  • Love Confessions

    I hate you.
    I have every right and reason to hate you. You only thought about yourself. You only ever thought about yourself. You tried to walk away from me when I needed you most. The first time, I let you walk away. The second time, I had to. I can’t get your face out of my head. Every time I close my eyes, I see you looking back into my eyes. I hate it. I hate you. Please leave me alone. Your memory truly haunts me, but I believe it’s more than that. I want to hate you with everything in me. I want to damn you for what you did. I want you to hurt. But most of all, I want to be in your eyes. I hate you.… [more]
  • Love Confessions

    dont know!!!!
    I dont know what I'm doing anymore. I am disconnected again. I have you back and thats what i wanted but you were right, things are different. I see now how much space it was that you required, but I think I need it too. It's just different. I'm so glad that other person is gone....what a bad situation. I love being adored, who doesnt...but that was WAY too much. Anyway....I dont know what's going to happen with us. I dont feel doubt so I guess that means something. I never stopped thinking of you...Maybe we'll move forward, or fall back into where we were, or maybe we'll live happily ever after?… [more]
  • Love Confessions

    It's things like this that make me angry at myself.
    I miss my ex very much. I want him back, and he wants me back...I think. But the situation is very complicated. I have been going on dates with a new person. He is nice, but I dont want it. I dont know why I did...but I invited him to come for xmas. I wasn't thinking it through completely, but now that I've thought about it, i hate the idea of it. I want to take it back. I dont want to resent his presence and if he is here on xmas that is exactly what will happen. I want to be with my ex on xmas.....I miss him very much.… [more]
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    Posted on: October 26th, 2011 at 6:13PM

    My heart achesMy soul weepsMy pride hurtsMy memory criesMy wounds are openMy stomach hurtsThe way I felt has betrayed meHis spite hurts, his fire burnsFire is behaving like waterEarth is behaving like fireEmpty wordsHurtful actionsLoneliness awaits meAttractive, deep, now goneKiss from a thorn no moreI wade through the shallowness I’ve allowed myself to haveThe wrong decision, sparked by lustHe seethes as I cryMy internal can no longer be covered by lustMy vulnerability seeps as I try to rememberMonths on eggshells is a reliefLoneliness hardly seems fitting as a rewardCowardly I walkThe watcher seesAlone again…naturally.… [more]

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  • I do love him...

    Posted on: July 7th, 2010 at 12:50PM

    There is a man who I believe is right for me. He's been my best friend for 8 years. He takes care of me. He gives me everything I want; he is my companion and I would be lost without him. He tells me all the time that he loves me and wants to marry me. The problem is that he is unsure of his sexuality. He keeps asking me why I won't be with him, but I don't feel it's my place to tell him that his uncertainty is what is keeping me from diving in. I know that we could have heaven on earth if we were together. We'd move mountains together. I feel that if I tell him why I won't be with him, he'll force himself to change and then later resent me for it. I know he thinks I'm only looking at right… [more]

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  • So…how can I trust you?

    Posted on: August 9th, 2011 at 6:55PM

    You asked me “how can you just trust me, without knowing for certain?”I told you “I just do.”But, that’s a lie. Sort of. I do “just know”, but in a different way. I know when you’re sad, when you’re angry. I know even before you act on it, when the thought of someone else has passed through your mind.I feel every thought you have. I know when you’re ignoring me, and I know when you just can answer back.It’s a curse and a blessing. Somedays, I wish I didn’t have this ability because sometimes, it really hurts when I feel someone about to leave me.I feel physically ill, and restless, and I hurt from the inside out. I feel physically, the emotional pain.But…I also feel physically, the emotional… [more]

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  • Adam...I miss you. I still love you.

    Posted on: November 28th, 2011 at 12:12PM

    Feeling quite sad, but it’s getting better every day. Tomorrow will be 7 days since we’ve said goodbye. I really miss him, so very much. He was amazing before his insecurities finally got to him. He made me feel special, and so loved. But when he was mean, he hurt me so bad. He was very rude and vulgar at times, even Stacie agreed that I am much better off. I miss his sweetness. I would get back with him right now if he could stay sweet to me but I know that he’s just not there yet.I don’t want anything right now. I just want him, but I know that I can’t. I don’t want to be intimate, I don’t want to go on dates. I want my Adam, my sweet handsome man. That’s what I want almost more than anyth… [more]

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