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Female , 66-70

Intense, humorous, over-comer, caring, spiritual, enjoy people who are open, disabled, adventurous, intellectually curious, fascinated by human behaviors,need connections to others, home bound.single.

Last Seen Nov 9, 2012
Member Since Jul 13, 2011
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I Say That Ep Has Changed My Life

Ep Has Given Me The Impetus To Share More With Others.l I first learned to take risks and share a lot of my story, or my history.I found others who also came from horrific abuse histories and who dared to share. I found so much courage from these people... [more]
velvetflow has shared 5 Mature Experiences
  • I Loved Someone That Didn't Love Me

    It's Still So Painful I just read a story about somene who is getting over a love and it brought up feelings again that I thought I'd put aside, at least for today.  Remembering the little things, wanting to call him and … [more]
  • I Fell In Love With A Narcistic Personalit

    I Fell In Love With A Narcistic Personality I've been involved wih a man for 8 plus years. The first five years were simply wonderful  we got along like two peas in a pod.  I was hapy and content.  I loved being with him, loved all th… [more]
  • I Was Beaten As a Child

    I Was Beayten As A Child I know if I write this story, the feelings will come up and right now I have them in check so am not for sure if I should start this, althoughI get envious of others who are able to. Actually, … [more]
  • I Am In a Wheelchair

    The Reason That Eludes The Medical Community And Me. Wheelchair Bound I decined in the last four years.  First i had an automobile accident which left my left hip in pain and I walked with a cane.  the accident was from a loose tire that needed replacing but i didn't … [more]
  • Other Confessions

    I disappear
    It's probably the norm that not everyone comes to this site daily or even every other day, but often when I disappear for a week or more it's because I'm too sick to even get out of bed since this strange illness I have which I can't get help for overcomes me.  I want to come to the computer but am too ill to do so, so I'm gone.  Usually if I don't answer anyone who write or responds this is the reason.  velvetflow… [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    T.M.I. This means too much information
    I seem to have a problem with t.m.i. My current therapist told me that I do this. T.M.I. that I share too much information with people, even with friends? Now I had a hard time believing her since there are a few friends I talk to for 3-4 hours at a stretch. These are people who are disabled like I am, are homebound and we seem to enjoy talking alot to each other. But, I think this is a great time to have joined this site since this just occurred with a person who works a lot and I mean alot but she never told me that I was writing too much to her. In fact she told me that it's fine and maybe when she retires she'll be able to read all that I wrote. (I didn't get the hint). Duh! I h… [more]
  • My first Blog, I think.

    Posted on: November 5th, 2011 at 7:38PM

    I'm unsure of the difference between posting stories on Experience Project or writing a blog here?  I now have a very strong desire to share some of my stronger emotions and want it to be longer than it may be by sharing stories.  I would like to know difference between the two.I have been very ill lately and don't know if I'm going to last much longer.  After two years of searching and seeing numerous doctors I've gotten nowhere but sicker.  Most don't have a thing to offer me and the ones who did nothing has helped..  So, I lie in bed sleeping almost 24 hours a day and one doctor tells me that I'm going to die since I have absolutely no colon function and am very toxic.  They don't have pa… [more]

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  • Whew! Relieved.

    Posted on: November 8th, 2011 at 8:19PM

    I am so relieved, so, so relieved.  Right before the verdict I hugged my big teddy bear tight and I prayed to Jesus for Justice.  Please God let there be justice too many people have gone free who are guilty, too much cruelty, too much murder too much, too much.  Let there be justice.  And there was, finally and I let out a piercing scream, a Latoya Jackson scream and I cried and cried and cried.  thank you Jesus   Thank you.  I was so afraid that it would be the same old same ol and it wasn't.  Finally justice was done.  I am so relieved.  I hope this is a start to more justice.  No one protected Michael, no one helped him to see what was coming; he wasn't able to.  I was so proud of the pr… [more]

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  • Dr. Conrad's trial my thoughts and feelings

    Posted on: November 7th, 2011 at 11:18AM

    I wrote a blog last night but didn't know how to save it and it got erased when I went to add something.  so, I'll quickly try to repeat it.  I have strong feelings about this trial for many reasons.  I feel if Dr. Conrad isn't found guilty then this whole trial system needs to be revamped.  I feel he must be found guilty  and there needed to be various issues to vote on.  those dealing with his gross negligence and thereby leading to the death of Michael Jackson.  Only one juror could end the whole trial with a not-guilty vote.,  This is ridiculous.  It doesn't matter who administered the last dose of proforol..  All this medicine was within the reach of Michael Jackson, all of it, all the … [more]

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