Female , 70+
“And you? When will you begin that long journey into yourself?” ― Rumi

I find it hard to understand people, why such chaos and misery exists and how it is allowed, and sometimes encouraged, to continue. I long to find a place where I feel like I belong, a space filled with freedom and liberation. I have this feeling that this world is not my true home.

Last Seen Mar 28
Member Since Jan 15, 2014
Favorite Quote “Lions and saints never move in a group. They feel they are enough unto themselves.”
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I Believe the Children Are Our Future

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  • Venting Confessions

    Obese people
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  • Venting Confessions

    It is time to face reality
    It is over, I tried I really did.  The odds were against me I faught the good fight.  My childhood was the stuff horror movies are made of.  I determined to overcome, worked on myself and worked my butt off never given a single chance I worked so hard determined to have a life and most of all a home.  It all got ripped out from me, spent a fortune on doctors who couldn't find anything wrong with me.  I was sick I was dying they sent me home.  1% of the population is hypersensitive to fluoride that is added to the water supply.  I was one of them.  Too late for me I lost everything!  My beautiful house that had been a dream.  Gone, just like that.  Can't work the fluoride has made me to ill, … [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    What happens when you loose all hope
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