Verdaniel 18-21
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Love And RespectBefore I begin... I have to make sure that it is understood that he was a brilliant teacher and never made a move on me. I met him when I had him in my first year of high school as an American… [more]
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Change This Heart - Sidewalk ProphetsI've been trying to run away from this harsh reality no matter where I turn my back your always right in front of me and so I push you away but I don't know that I'm wrong I don't kn… [more]
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The Words I Would Say - Sidewalk ProphetsThree in the morning And I'm still awake So I picked up a pen and a page And I started writing Just what I'd say If we were face to face I'd tell you just what you … [more]
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To you:"I don't know who you are ... I am me, and I don't know who you are, but I love you ... I shall die here. Every last inch of me shall perish. Except one. An inch. It's small and it's fragile and it's the only thing in the world worth having. We must never lose it, or sell it, or give it away. We must never let them take it from us. I don't know who you are ... I may never see you or cry with you or get drunk with you. But I love you ... I hope that the world turns and that things get better, and that one day people have roses again. I wish I could kiss you." - Valerie from V for Vendetta I will never get to meet you. I will never get to see your smile or feel your hand in mine. I will ne… [more]
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To you whom I lovedEven though you're gone, I still love you. I never had the chance to tell you that. Love is such a fickle word nowadays, but I have no other words to describe these feelings. You were my inspiration for life. You were strong, opinionated, arrogant, and crude. But you were kind, knowledgable, sweet, and you actually gave a damn. God knows I miss you, but I know he's taking care of you. I had hoped that I would be able to help those who suffer as you did. I had hoped that I would be able to make a difference and prevent what happened to you from happening to anyone else. I feel as if I've let you down. How could I have hoped for death? Even in times of pain and sorrow, I cannot even begin to u… [more]
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I've Learned That...To you: I'm sorry. I am so so very sorry.. I've been sitting here staring at this screen for a bit. Not quite sure what to say. There really is so much to be said, yet I can't think of words. Truly, I have many things to make amends for. To begin, my lack of support and patience. My naive and callow nature were certainly more detrimental to you than anything I could ever hope to give in help. For this I am terribly ashamed. It's been awhile since I last emailed you. Rereading what I wrote...sorry doesn't even cut it. I was wretched to you. Lashed out at you when you were hurting. Selfish and cruel, thinking only of myself and of my needs. Completely the opposite kind of friend that I … [more]
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Close your eyesand I'll kiss you. Tomorrow I'll miss you. Remember I'll always be true. And then while I'm away, I'll write home everyday and I'll send all my loving to you.Last night was the the last time I'll talk to my boyfriend for a year. I spent the first part crying and then the second laughing. I'd say that's a pretty good combination.It's times like those that remind me of why I love that guy, even though I have a hard time telling him so. But its okay. I'm being healed right now. And when he comes back, I'll be okay. And then I'll tell him. I can't wait for that day.He might just be the one.… [more]
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Shaking
I thought the worst of it had passed already. I could handle the random bursts of shaking, but man is it distracting to be shaking constantly all day. This is ridiculous. Even sitting here, typing this. I keep making so many mistakes and it's driving me crazy! My cognitive processes are dropping, my motor skills are dropping. Gosh darn it all. Maybe I need to work harder on finding that neurologist... Or maybe it's all heart related? Maybe it's not even the tumor. Maybe the tumors benign and they're wrong. Maybe they can just take it out and I'll be fine again? Sigh. Can't blame a girl for wishing. I'm losing control of my body. People might start noticing... :/ I had hoped that things wo… [more]
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Attitude - Charles Swindoll
The longer I live, the more I realize the impact of attitude on life. Attitude, to me, is more important than facts. It is more important than the past, than education, than money, than circumstances, than failures, than successes, than what other people think, say or do. It is more important than appearance, giftedness or skill. It will make or break a company... a church... a home. The remarkable thing is we have a choice every day regarding the attitude we embrace for that day. We cannot change our past... we cannot change the fact that people will act in a certain way. We cannot change the inevitable. The only thing we can do is play the one strin… [more]
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Love At First... Door?
So I wrote this awhile ago, but when my friend read it, it didn't quite portray what I thought it would. I was wondering... What is your impression of each of the characters? The door to the movie theatre opened, on his face. “I’m so sorry! I didn’t see you there...” Her apology was as blundered as her actions. She stuttered again, her face flushed an even darker color, if that was even possible. Her words strung together and even as her friend pulled her away, she was still apologizing. At the time the blundering girl was nothing more than the girl who ruined his day – his nose ached the whole movie.The second time he saw her was at school when she ran into him and dropped all of her books… [more]
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You - Switchfoot
So, I've noticed that the one thing that really stays constant in my life is God. Even when I have some weird personality change I still want him in my life. I still want to listen to Christian music. I still want to talk to him. I still want to go to BCM. I still yearn to be better for him. This song came on and well, it made me cry awhile back haha. Not sure why. But anyways... here you go. For such a sad sounding song, this really made me happy. There's always something In the way There's always something Getting through But it's not me it's You Sometime's ignorance Rings true But hope is not in What I know Not in me It's in You It's all I know And I find peace When I'm c… [more]
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