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Female , 18-21

Last Seen Oct 6
Member Since Jul 24, 2012
Favorite Quote Still waters run deep.
Heritage
  • a little English
  • and a little Scottish
  • and a little Aboriginal
Vices
Politics Liberal
Horoscope Cancer
Special day 2-14
Books
Music Electronic: IDM, Trance, Post Rock, Hip Hop, Downbeat, Trip Hop, Ambient, Experimental
Movies Blood and Chocolate, My Blueberry Nights, Strawberry Panic
Local Time December 19th, 6:03 PM

I Have a Broken Heart

Re-Living The Memory It's been... years? I can't even remember now. I'm actually proud of the fact that I'm not obsessing anymore. It used to be so bad. I almost conditioned myself... [more]
viviirose has shared 14 Mature Experiences
  • I Hate Rude People

    Not A Very Good Role Model I was working in a hardware store one day, I was feeling terribly depressed - almost to the point of crying (for personal reasons)- and a bitter old lady comes in with a boy. She seemed irritable, an… [more]
  • I Am a Girl That Likes Girls

    Curious I am a sucker for girl-girl love, and I had been for a long time. Guys seem to come at me like bullets from a machine gun, but I can never seem to find any girls. It's probably because I'm too shy. I … [more]
  • I Wish I Had a Twin

    Self Love I feel like this is one of those things that makes me seem kinda crazy, but it's a special place inside me that I feel I want to share with people with similar experiences (if any)... I h… [more]
  • I Don't Understand How Girls Don't Like Girls

    I Want More Love In The World It's kind of sad. I sometimes wish that everyone was bi so that we would have more love in the world. I frequently hear the harshest, most degrading stories about women. Like, "That girl is so bent!" … [more]
  • Other Confessions

    Getting over social anxiety
    I'm now content with the way things are. I've finally managed to relate to my room mates. For years I thought I didn't have adequate social skills and didn't want to put myself in a position where I would have to become friends who I have problems relating with. Recently, I moved into a house with 6 other girls who all knew each other. I felt like the odd ball because my lifestyle was so different from theirs. I even had a few awkward incidences where I had offended people or their habits had bugged me to the point where I'd freak out (in my head.) It stressed me every time I came home because for a month, all there was was awkward silences. I didn't believe for the longest time that I was a… [more]
  • Family Confessions

    Dishonest
    I know what I need to do. To improve the lives of my sister, my parents, my best friend. I know, but I don't want to act on it. I don't want to have to trust them. I need to be receptive to their interactions, to actively help the relationships become better. I don't want to have to trust my heart in their hands. I don't want to have to give them that special place inside me, that oasis of my enriched sensitivity because they don't understand. They hurt me before, and it would be awkward to show that kind of weakness to them.  All of them are threatening. They show anger, and I don't have the slightest clue how to relate to their anger that is carelessly thrown onto my shoulders. I just wall… [more]