Male , 46-50
Feeling depressed
Just back from a three-day sea kyaking trip, and my 'regular' life just doesn't seem to fit me anymore-

Artistic, easy-going,

Last Seen Jun 16, 2014
Member Since Mar 04, 2011
Favorite Quote We shall not cease from exploration and at the end of all of our exploring will be to arrive where we started and know the place for the first time-
  • a little Welsh
Vices dreaming, helping to open others' eyes to the beauty of the world
Politics Liberal
Horoscope Aquarius
Special day
Books Illusions: the Adventures of a Reluctant Messiah,
Music Pat Metheny Group, Beethoven, anything that feeds the soul
Movies Contact, The Wizard of Oz, What Dreams May Come, K-Pax
Local Time January 31st, 4:00 AM

I Had a Heart Attack

On Near-Death Experiences… I had an appointment with my cardiologist yesterday, since I’m closing in on the one year anniversary of our acquaintance, courtesy of a 2 AM visit to the... [more]
VTMarkus has shared 1 Mature Experience
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  • I Have a Dysfunctional Family

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