Female , 18-21

I am a typical piscean woman, i think with my heart, i live n my dream world, and i am sensitive to the energies around me...i love everything and everyone but bearing the emotions of my surroundings is too much to bear sumtimes....i am a self medicator and my medicine is meditation and cannibis....i am a dreamer, i have a submissive nature, im easily wlaked over becuz my first instinct is to help those whom im able....i give until i have nothing left for 18 but i have lived a life fuller than people three times my age. My experiences have been mostly exploring the positive things this world has to offer though they are enveloped n negativity and ignorance. I thirst for knowledge, spiritual as well as scientific. I am learning to bridge the gap between my dream world and this natural world yet i straddle the divide placed between this realm and the next.

Last Seen Dec 5, 2012
Member Since Nov 06, 2009
Favorite Quote Our greatest fear is not that we are inadequite, but that we are powerful beyond measure.
  • a little African American
  • and a little Native American (Apache)
  • and a little Native American (Blackfoot)
  • and a little Dominican (Dominican Republic)
Politics Liberal
Horoscope Pisces
Special day 3-6
Books the cannabible, sex chronicles, chicken soupz
Music emo rock, r&b, ambient music
Movies The Labryinth, Titanic, (every) Saw, (every) American Pie, PINEAPPLE EXPRESS
Local Time June 30th, 5:32 AM

I Write Poetry

Teh Different Moods To A Break Up.. I hate you I hate you, i hate you i fuckiin love much why did you leave me without a goodbye kiss or a touch was what i did so bad that youd leave me alone Like a lost lil puppy tryna find... [more]
  • I Cant Change the Past But I Can Change My Future

    I Am A Survivor Sexual abuse, neglect, rejection, verbal bashing, discrimination, drug abuse, alcoholism....u name it ive probably been there and done that. My latest episode had to have been my strongest and mo… [more]
  • I Believe In Love

    Love Is Strong...stronger Than Self i am 18 years old and i have lived a veri full eighteen years...wise beyond my years and i am definitely an old soul. My boifriend is a virgin. I am a recovering sex addict....Its ahrd at time… [more]
  • I Have Dreadlocks

    I Am A Girl, I Have Locz its not just a hairstyle its a way of life. Through my dredz i learn discipline, paitence, and inner beauty. I diligently twist my hair, and im learning paitence waiting for them to loc, while im goin… [more]
  • I Believe In Love

    Somethign New Okay, ive always been one to crave love. To me there is no better feelin than waking up in the morning and having inspiration kiss you with the sunrise. I thought i knew wut true love was. Not just an… [more]
  • I AM: a piscean female

    Posted on: November 6th, 2009 at 8:07AM

    A Pisces female is full of womanly charms and at the very first glance, she will look like the girl every guy falls in love with. She looks totally vulnerable, very different from the modern, liberated girl of today. Almost every guy feels like taking her in his arms and protecting her from the big bad world. She is one of those women who stand behind their husbands and support them in every way they can. A Piscean female will never try to dominate her husband. Rather she will like it if you do the usual gallant gestures, like holding the door for her. She wants her man to love her, protect her and take good care of her. She will lean on him completely, showing full confidence in his stren… [more]


  • Dont ask dont tell

    Posted on: November 23rd, 2009 at 11:02AM

    all my life ive been told to live by the policy dont ask dont tell. Ive hated that phrase because noone would ever, tell me anything important because i wouldnt aska specific question. Well a few nights ago my bf asked me the specific question how many sexual partners have i had in my life. He is a virgin so five for him wouldve been too many, my number blew him away. That was my past and hed never met that person. He broke up wit me and ******** my of my titles. But hes not punishing the girl he hates, the girl i used to be...hes punishing me, the girl he met and fell in love with... if im a different person why does it matter?? Why cant the past be the past? Whats the point of working hard… [more]


  • Always Be My Baby

    Posted on: November 23rd, 2009 at 11:07AM

    Always Be My Baby Written by M. Carey, J. Dupri and M. Seal We were as one, babe For a moment in time And it seemed everlasting That you would always be mine Now you want to be free So I'll let you fly 'Cause I know in my heart, babe Our love will never die You'll always be a part of me I'm part of you indefinitely Boy, don't you know you can't escape me Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby And we'll linger on Time can't erase a feeling this strong No way you're never gonna shake me Oh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby I ain't gonna cry, no And I won't beg you to stay If you're determined to leave boy I will not stand in your way But inevitably, you'll be back again 'Cause you… [more]


  • Weapon Of Mass destruction: The Beginning

    Posted on: November 6th, 2009 at 8:09AM

    no im not dead and i havent been hiding, ive been posted n the shadows but now ive awakened and im disgusted with these factory swagg niggaz.....niggaz dress alike, talk alike, walk alike....its really gay.what happen to the individual?? what happened to bein different?? niggaz try so hard to impress otha niggaz they disrespect the givers of life, and these female are so lost n their ***** they forget the tru essence of who they are and forget how o nurture, love and care, for their ppl. I am a weapon of mass destruction sent to destroy these walls of bullshit that my generation has built up. Turn off ur cell phone and talk to whos rite n fron t of u.....u dont even know who u are, u kno ur … [more]