wannaelectrodance 18-21, F

i had a friend, his name was Jorge Flores. We went together in El Paso high. The first time i saw him was in biology class, i thought he was really cute, he had a boyish face but he looked like he was 20. (its complicated to explain how) he had deep big brown eyes, and a birth mark on his face. his hair was somewhere in between dark brown and black and had a messy hair style (later on he cut his hair to a mexican mohawk<3). but it wasn't just that, that atracted me, he was sweet, funny, fun, he loved skate boarding, he had a lovely tenor voice, (i dont know how good he sings thou), he loved classic rock, he use to play in a band, and he had that angelic / devilish attitude. yes he did drugs … [more]

its hard to be me when i dont know who i am, im still trying to find myself, and i dont know if i cani wish it was a fairy tale where the prince saves his princess, but i dont think i could be the main role being this big messI want to find myself and know who i really am, i want to be me and know how to clear up all the jamthe jam in my mind, this depressional mess, i'll try to clear it all and do my best.how can i be free? how can i let this life go? Its all i have been, and its all i've ever known.Its scary thinking about my future and what lies ahead, but its also scary staying because i dont know who i am.I want to be me, and i want to be free!! but how can i be free with all these stri… [more]