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Male , 22-25
Feeling jealous
Rheinland-Pfalz Deutschland
need sex >.<

I am a 22 year old US Army Soldier, Stationed in Baumholder Germany.

Last Seen Apr 17
Member Since Oct 21, 2011
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Heritage
  • a little German
  • and a little Polish
  • and a little Russian (Siberian)
Vices
Politics Anarchist
Horoscope Leo
Special day 7-23
Books ONLY NON FICTION
Music NOT POLKA
Movies ANYTHING
Local Time December 21st, 11:31 PM

I Want To Kill Someone

Army, Work, Stress I'm in the Army, and i swear I feel like everyone is out to get me. I dont suck ****, I dont give two ***** about rank, I'm an E-4 I dont care if an E-1 comes up to me and just wants to talk, or if my... [more]
waramoore1989 has shared 325 Mature Experiences
  • I Am Challenged W Dysthymia

    Alone I Break Alone I break is my song, it describes how i feel 24/7/365(366). the feelings are so strong it makes me want to kill them sometimes. the feeligns never fade away… [more]
  • I Become Silent When Sad

    Lost Inside Myself When im sad and depressed, its as if no amount of joy around me can change it. I'm currently feeling secluded and depressed, and of course I'm quiet. I feel like no one will want to listen to me, or e… [more]
  • I Want to Leave Everyone I Know Behind

    Good Bye My depression seems to make me want to not be around anyone. and the best way to make it so no cliques fallow you, the best way to make it so you can't get hurt is to just start over again. say good b… [more]
  • I Love to Cuddle

    My Best Friend I am a sap when it comes to cuddeling, I love it when a woman lays her head on my chest, lap or shoulder. I feel more loved by physichaly being shown that im comfortable than being told how someoen fe… [more]
  • Love Confessions

    Unexpected
    The one major problem in the army is drinking, and spouses cheating. Today / Last night I condoned in the second part. A young beautiful wife and mother of 3 beautiful young kids. The husband, as back-stabbed as it is and oddly doesn't feel, my best friend. We never, we never met in person before this, we kicked things off as friends, I was the only person in the Company who understood him and didn't hate him. Yet oddly enough with him still in Afghanistan, his wife and I met up for coffee at her place, had a few cigarettes and watched Super Natural Season 6. Talked, shared our lives to one another and cuddled, both our vices. Damn beautiful eyes had me locked on her lips for hours, asking e… [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    death
    sometimes for no apparent reason iw ant to die, I've drowned before and i know the feeling. the Euphoric feelign of your pituitary gland cleanching for its last breath. My stomach churns and grinds, im constanly in some kind of pain, not just emotionally but physichaly as well, they say depression effects you both. Though im not depressed, im not feeling down at all, just feel like I could do so much better than where I'm at, this place reminds me of a natzi camp, probably because it used to be. I just want to go somewhere else, same country, just different station. This place give me the creeps.… [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    Medical Board
    So im in the Army, I have depression...Though im tryign to help myself stay happy, and people say money can't buy happiness, but what if the things you buy get you to the ones you love, and make you feel better about yourself?I've been in the army for the past 20 months, 16 almost 17 of them were spent in Baumholder, while 9 were spent in Afghanistan.I've had depression since I was 16, but delt with it and it never effected my work ethic. Recently when i was in afghanistan I started hearing voices telling me to kill people, animals, and do things i wouldnt naturaly do just for pure amusement. I never listened to them, and I knew they were only i in my head, because they were voices I've neve… [more]