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waywardme 26-30, F

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I Feel Like A Part Of Me Is Missing

I Lost It Posted 07/12/2011
I am crawling through a hallway, wrought with my guilt and anguish, cold and dark. I am tempted by my own indiscretions, striped to the flesh by my borrowed conflictions. I now stand alone on the top... [more]
  • Where for Out Thou, Self Control?

    Posted on: September 10th, 2011 at 5:12AM

    I'm sick of it. And by "it" I mean me. I have never learned the art or self-control. This is a concept that I have a hard time visualising. It's like a foreign language...well, kind of. I mean, I could probably try it, the self control. But I'm scared. It's like all my life I've thrived on riding the waves and being able to adapt to any situation and perservere. But, my life is acutally pretty peaceful now. So here I am trying to maintain control by not controlling myself. My childhood was chaotic. Totally and completely chaotic. (You can start charging by the hour now, dear readers.) I thrived on getting along. Now, and especially since I have come to know Christ, my life has become so much… [more]

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  • adam & deceive ...oldie but it was how it was

    Posted on: July 27th, 2011 at 11:01PM

    adam & deceive like all the Joneses i've given into a daily devotion.a being of routine i placed my mind inside "the box"a sacrifice of soul and truth.  what am I prepared to losemy body's unharmedmy soul disturbed and damagedself-inflicted tortureweakened by infatuationsfor a life i'll never havea woman of whom i'll never bea Liberation is at handcontemporary situationsa classic conditiondispel my independencemy ironic contradiction… [more]

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