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Uploaded a new photo and, "Poof!" it didn't save the previous pic to My Photos...and I don't have it saved anywhere else. I loved that photo

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I Feel Like A Part Of Me Is Missing

I Lost It I am crawling through a hallway, wrought with my guilt and anguish, cold and dark. I am tempted by my own indiscretions, striped to the flesh by my borrowed conflictions. I now stand alone on the top... [more]
  • I Wish I Knew God's Plan For Me

    Fuel For The Oxymoronic Mind It's unconceivable to the common person the type of energy I'm continuously surrounded with on a daily basis. I am submerged in a reality so vibrant and insightful yet fragmented and bound with vengea… [more]
  • I Want To Help You Feel Less Lonely

    Meanings To An End I am crawling through a hallway, wrought with my guilt and anguish, cold and dark. I am tempted by my own indiscretions, striped to the flesh by my borrowed conflictions. I now stand alone on the top … [more]
  • I Am Afraid of Felling God

    And What Have You Done With Your Tuesday... Does anyone else ever feel JUST CRAPPY. Like, crappy drained crappy. I know that sounds childish, but I am a 28-year-old woman and I feel crappy. Mostly because I suck at life. I am not sure why eithe… [more]
  • Where for Out Thou, Self Control?

    Posted on: September 10th, 2011 at 5:12AM

    I'm sick of it. And by "it" I mean me. I have never learned the art of self-control. Even the concept, I have a hard time identifying. It's like a foreign language. I mean, I could try it- controlling my "self" If not for the fear. Too scared...or scarred...maybe both. . It's like all my life I've thrived on riding waves and blindly adapting to any situation. Until recently, I thought it was perseverance. I need some perspective. But, my life is acutally pretty peaceful now. So here I am trying to maintain control by not controlling myself. My childhood was chaotic. Totally and completely chaotic. (You can start charging by the hour now, dear readers.) I thrived on getting along. Now, and es… [more]

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  • Decided not to respond right now

    Posted on: November 18th, 2012 at 3:17AM

    Wow- thanks for the response. This concerns me and we all know God says that we die because of our sin- both believers and non-believers. Where the believer's and non-believer's paths diverge is eternal. Both are sinners, but God washes washes away the sin from those who have accepted Jesus' offer of salvation- He died sinless on the cross so  that we may be saved. We are all struggling with sin.   There is sin that manifests more outwardly/physically like tobacco, drunkeness, idoletry. Or some sin can manifest more internally- like envy, idolatry, pride. … [more]

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