Female , 18-21
Feeling depressed
Why am I even Alive

Im a 18 year old girl whos been through a hell of alot. I had an EP account for 3 or more years but I lost it. I am here for anyone who needs it. Demi Lovato saved my life. I dont like labels but if I had to, cutter, bulimic, prescription pill addict, LOVATIC. Message me for anything.

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Member Since Nov 10, 2012
Favorite Quote Love is louder than the pressure to be perfect.
  • a little New Zealander
Vices My guitar. Piano. Singing. Coconut Chocolate.
Politics Anarchist
Horoscope Virgo
Special day
Books Anything Joi Picoult. 50 shades.
Music Demi Lovato. Britt Nicole. Superchick. Keith Urban.
Movies Freddy VS Jason.
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