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Local Time August 27th, 11:22 AM

I Got Chased By a Cow

Chased and quite nearly got eaten by... How could I not share this story?? Ok.  So, when I was 18 I went to the UK to visit some relatives that I had never met.  It was a three week visit that left me some time to do the... [more]
Whym has shared 28 Mature Experiences
  • I Was Adopted

    My story...Part one I lost my parents to a road accident when I was very young and was turned over to foster care just after my first birthday.  I was eventually adopted by a couple who had no children, and wan… [more]
  • I Have a Weird Sense of Humor

    Once, It Almost Got Me Fired When putting myself through school, years ago, I supported myself by working various retail jobs.  I quite enjoyed retail...liked working with people, helping people find what they were looking … [more]
  • I Hate Being Lied to

    Fooled I've been gone for a while...there are two reasons why.  First, I fell into a very bad relationship with someone here and needed to get beyond it.  Second, I was taken for a huge ride by another fri… [more]
  • I Have Been Homeless

    Cold The worst part of being homeless was the cold.  Summertime homelessness, where I live, was lovely.  I got lots of sun, there were tons of things going on, places to go, people to see....… [more]
  • Offtopic Confessions

    I want to hug someone
    I have this urge to take care of someone today.  I've been having a rotten month but some amazing people around here have held me together out of the goodness of their hearts.  I want to give some back.  xx  … [more]
  • Offtopic Confessions

    It might just be me...
    ...but the confession board is really creepy these days.  I mean, it was always kind of creepy but now....Yikes.  I feel like I have to clear my internet browsing history after clicking the link!… [more]
  • Offtopic Confessions

    Invisible
    There is nothing that bothers me more than being treated as if I don't exist.  If I was closer, I'd kick your *** with my non-existent foot.  *******.  :(… [more]
  • Offtopic Confessions

    Really now...
    I'm not all that great...just ask my ex...he'll happily regale you with stories of how I mistreated him.  Please don't tell me you *love* me within weeks of meeting me.  I know you really don't....and honestly?  It's just getting insulting.  I'm not your soul mate.  Just so you know.  … [more]
  • Something is wrong

    Posted on: July 7th, 2011 at 9:51AM

    You know how you can just *tell* something is wrong but you can't define exactly what?  That's where I am today.  I'm used to random symptoms getting me...exhaustion that lasts so long I can't seem to stop sleeping, weird tremors in my hands, arms and legs.  Blinding headaches, strange aches and pains...nightmares, issues issues issues.  This one is kinda bugging me though.  Yesterday, I had a drink of water from my fridge at home (bottled),  Right afterwards, I felt like I had water on my lip (like I had a big glass and drank it like a toddler, coating my upper lip).  I wiped my face but it wasn't wet at all, of course, as I had just taken a drink from a bottle.  I thought nothing of it.  L… [more]

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  • Fails

    Posted on: August 29th, 2011 at 11:11AM

    I was doing well.  I saw the rheumatologist - she dismissed me...I took it all back into my own hands.  I've had enough of the medical testing.  It's done..what's left over is this:Depression - unrelated, says theySleep troubles - nightmares, constant waking, constant dreamsPTSD - working through...long process, apparentlyPain.  Now there's pain in my joints (all of them) that makes me feel like they are about to 'blow out' all the time.  If I crouch down, my ankles, knees and hips feel like they're about to roll right out of socket.  If I try to open a jar, my fingers, wrists, elbows and shoulders do the same...however...there's a different, and separate pain in there too.  My back. Right a… [more]

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  • Test results are in...

    Posted on: August 16th, 2011 at 8:58AM

    Holding breath...nerves, nerves, nerves...terrifiiiiiiiiied!!  Ok.  I have my appointment today.  I've done well not getting wrapped up in it...took the blood tests, let it go..breathed it away...four weeks to wait for results, no reason to get all anxious about it right?  right.  Well I was all good up until about 30 min ago.  I have to leave in about 20 min to go and get my test results. God I'm scared.  I hate doing this.  I'm not sure what I'm more afraid of...finding out that I have something bad...or finding out that they still don't know what it is.  If they don't know what it is, I swear, I'm going to cry.  I can't hear those words again...six years of this.  :S   So much is hanging … [more]

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  • Internal thunder

    Posted on: March 14th, 2013 at 12:53PM

    I swear I can hear it inside me...there's a rolling thunder in there just before the pain swells.  It never *quite* goes away, the pain...well, untrue.  Sometimes parts of it go...the nerve pain is calm this afternoon but I can feel it in my bones.  The individual ribs, my collar bones, sternum, shoulders back, neck... I am fully medicated and still feeling this way.  I have a headache.  It seems clinically impossible that I could have a headache with this amount of pain killer in me, but, it's true.  I will actually have to take some advil on top of my medley of pain killers to find some relief.  This is stupid and frustrating. I wish I could find a way to ignore my entire torso for a day o… [more]

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