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Last Seen Oct 24, 2012
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I Im Always Stressed

I Feel So Lonely. I work 12 hour days, everyday. At two different jobs. My parents tell me I need to either go to college (Some how try to find time to...?) Or find a third job. I feel like I live by myself... [more]
  • I Need Someone to Talk to

    I'm In So Much Pain. I've looked into therapy, I just can't do it. I feel so much braver here. Where no one knows its me. Please someone listen. I'm in so much pain and no matter what I do, it doesn't go away.… [more]
  • I Remember My First Kiss

    Perfectly Imperfect. It was horrible. I was in 7th grade. It was long, dreadful, dry, our eyes were both open, he took me to the woods to do it, we both didn't know when to stop. But it was perfect.… [more]
  • I Like a Good Quote

    David Viscott. This has always been my favorite quote. I love it so much.To love and to be loved is to feel the sun from both sides.-David Viscott… [more]
  • I Want You to Write a Ten Word Story

    Priorities. You must learn how to love yourself, before loving others. … [more]
  • Are you there? Will you listen?

    Posted on: October 2nd, 2012 at 1:56AM

    Before I've even began to type, I'm already crying. I don't expect much from this, I just need SOMEONE out there to listen. My story is one you've heard before- but, this is me.  Here's my story: I was raped my entire childhood. By someone I trusted. By someone who was supposed to love me, and protect me from this cruel world, not expose me to it.  I was raped by my brother. I waited 3 years after it stopped to tell a single soul. In the 8th grade when I told my school councilor I thought it had happened from the ages 6 to about 9 or so. But then, recently (mind you I just graduated high school a few short months ago) I've started getting flashbacks. and then I realized it's been going on a … [more]

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  • Can't explain it.

    Posted on: October 10th, 2012 at 2:12AM

    I think I had a break through today.I just suddenly felt...happy. All the stress and worry in my life was gone, even if it wasn't for a long time- it was gone!I was happy with no regrets!! Usually, I feel guilty if I'm happy. But I was happy today, with no turning back.New Me! Hopefully/… [more]

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  • It's gone, so what's the point?

    Posted on: October 2nd, 2012 at 11:22AM

    This is something, I didn't talk about in my last blog: virginity. Since mine was taken at a very young age, I never saw the point in "waiting for the perfect guy" I felt like that was stolen from me- the perfectness of giving someone you love to opportunity to be your first. And I hate him for that. But, I had sex with someone towards the end of my Junior year in high school for the first time. He took me up to his room ripped off all my clothes, and I didn't care about waiting. What was the point? Then I had sex with my best friend (At the beginning of my Senior year).. Someone I had no sexual attraction towards. I just didn't care. Then I had sex with another boy, the end of my Senior yea… [more]

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