WickedAngel20500 18-21, F
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It Was Devastating And OverwhelmingI was diagnosed with HPV when I was 16. I've been fighting it ever since. I have come to realize that I got it from one of the two guys that raped me during the summer of '07. It was a hard thin… [more]
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I Am Bipolar But Refuse to Take My Medicine
Refuse But ForcedI'm was diagnosed Bipolar on October 1st, 2008 and I hate taking my medications. I refuse to take them yet I am forced to do so. I have to take them when I go to work. I have to take them if I'm… [more] -
I Am Mentally Damaged Due To My Past
It Makes Me Look Bad But It's Just Extremely SadI lost my virginity at the age of 14 but I was ok with it. But one year and nine months later, I was raped by a guy I thought was one of my best friends. He had held me by the throat against a doo… [more] -
I Am Fed Up With My Boyfriends Mom
She's A Hypocondriac That Calls Me A LiarMy boyfriend and I will be going on 10 months on the 23rd of this month and his mother is ******* it up for the both of us. I moved in with them back in August because my stepdad and I were always f… [more]
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It's A DefiniteIt's a definite, he's the one. I will never find someone that loves me like he does. I want to spend the rest of my life with him. I don't care what it takes, I will marry him and have a family with him. He is definitely my one and only that I've been looking for.… [more]
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I Miss The BeginningI miss how we were in the beginning. How we could never go a night without texting each other. How we had to be with each other all the time. How we would talk about our future together. I miss the way you would tell me you love me. The way you would hold me everywhere we were. It seems it all faded away when I moved in with you.… [more]
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I'm On The Verge of Giving Up
We constantly fight. He acts like my stepdad does once in a while. He thinks I'm always making up things. The one thing that really gets me is that he doesn't trust me enough to let me hang out with any of my guy friends. We've been together for 8 months, shouldn't that be enough proof that I'm not going to sleep with my friends behind his back? I'm about to give up on trying to prove anything to him. If he doesn't want to listen then oh well.… [more]
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I Don't Know What To Do Anymore
I don't know what's wrong anymore. Nobody from home ever talks to me. My boyfriend's mom is a major ***** these days. His sister is no better. He seems to be spacing away. Things are getting all messed up. My mom is marrying an ******* that hates me. My grandmother is flipping **** on everyone for no reason now. It feels like I can't do anything right anymore. My psychiatrist raised my dosage on my medications. What more could go wrong? I can't take it anymore. I just want to curl up in a ball in a dark corner and cry.… [more]
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Giving Up For Sure
I can't do it anymore. He pushes me away more and more. I'm back to the drinking to kill the depression. He doesn't love me anymore. He keeps me around so he's not lonely. I'm going back to my mom's soon. I can't deal with it anymore. I will be alone for the rest of my life. I give up on love all together.… [more]
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Debating
Not sure whether to go ahead and move back to my parents' place or wait until his mom decides to kick us out. My boyfriend is screwing up our chance to get to stay longer. His mom has given us a week to start following the new house rules and he's not following them. I try to follow them but I'm always working second shift so I'm never home and he's expecting me to do everything. We just got into a giant fight and now I'm having another anxiety attack. I wish he would just grow up.… [more]
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Meadville, Pennsylvania (PA), United States (USA)
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Since Dec 21, 2010
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a little Native American (Cherokee) |
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