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Female , 22-25
Feeling depressed
hate my life

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Member Since Jul 29, 2012
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I 'm In A Relationship

I'm Happy I'm so happy I have someone, a man, a Daddy, who wants me as much as I want him. Who is proud of me, and encouraging, and who is genuinely interested in what I have to say. He consistently tells me I... [more]
Wistina has shared 27 Mature Experiences
  • I Love Jokes And Riddles

    Are My Testicles Black? A male patient is lying in bed in the hospital, wearing an oxygen mask over his mouth and nose, still heavily sedated from a difficult four hour surgical procedure.A young student nurse appears to giv… [more]
  • I Love Threesomes

    My First Time... I've only had one *********. A couple had found me on a dating site and we started emailing and getting to know each other for about 2 months before meeting in person. After dinner and a … [more]
  • I Am Open to New Sexual Experiences

    Posting Pictures So... I've decided to put my pictures public. I also am going to start posting some nudes. Felt like being adventurous and I've never done this before! Post and let me know what you think!… [more]
  • I Want You to Read This Before You Add Me to Your Circle

    Read Me!! I was invited to the experience project by a very dear friend. I'm on here to express myself, share my ideas, and practice writing. I love a good conversation and am always looking for good friends.… [more]
  • Love Confessions

    Just enjoying myself now.
    When things seem to good to be true, it usually is. Love who you have, who likes and wants you instead of hoping for that old spark to come back and tell you they're ready and they want you... why not just keep me? Why not tell me before that you want me? All I want is to be loved, to be safe, and to be in service. It was you who let me go, all you had to do was tell me you wanted me. I gave you every opportunity to keep me... instead you let me go. I miss you and I still love you, but I'm happy here now, with someone who wants me and proves it to me. I will always be your friend. If you need me I will try to help. But you are not my priority anymore. And if you wanted more time with me, why… [more]
  • Love Confessions

    Stupid girl
    I’m scared that my boyfriend is losing interest in me; I’m no longer a new conquest. That’s what happens. I’m someone for right now. I have no security in this. I don’t have much of hope of a commitment in this. Usually I would confront him with my feelings and talk about where we want to go with this relationship, but I’ve learned the hard way that that kind of talk only scares guys away. I’m scared I’m not enough, I don’t know what to do to make him happy, he doesn’t request much anything of me, I feel like I’m not doing enough. This is the best relationship I’ve ever been in; I’ve never been treated so well before. I don’t require much, I’m a fairly simple girl. I don’t require being trea… [more]
  • Love Confessions

    Need to let go
    Just had an awesome first date with an extremely attractive man. He has no children, has a good job, has his own apartment that he pays for and lives alone, has no crazy ex's, love cats, and is just really nice overall. He is a fantastic kisser on top of it all. He loves cuddling and kissing and being close. He admires my skills. This truly has some potential.... Yet I am terrified. I'm sitting here crying because it did go so well... Which means it will just hurt more when it's over. I'm not going to hope for anything. I'm going to cry now, mourn the lose of this relationship now, before I do something stupid again like fall in love. If something good happens, I will be surprised. But I can… [more]
  • Love Confessions

    It will end with me.
    I'm afraid that I will die alone. Even in this modern day where health is better therefore you live longer and there is no need to marry at the age of 16 anymore... The majority still marries young, and has children young as well... I am still very young, I know... but my experience in things are lacking, I feel more so than they should be. I am not attractive, nor do I have money, and am only decently intelligent,  I'm not a "catch" by any means. I will probably work in a barely minimum wage job now for the rest of my life. I feel like I have had my good times already. And that greatly depresses me. I would like to have children, but I know that even if I had a decent marriage, it would alw… [more]
  • Got a Job

    Posted on: January 14th, 2013 at 8:01PM

    Today I got my first job in a nursing home! I'm really excited to be starting and nervous at the same time. My mood: extremely accomplished… [more]

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  • I taught today!

    Posted on: August 10th, 2012 at 8:21PM

    So my mother woke up about couple days ago with a really bad muscle cramp in her left shoulder and side. She's mostly been taking Ibprofen to relive the pain, and she tries not to move it much. So today she asked me to rub, kinda give her a massage type thing. I went into my "nurse mode" and asked how long have you had the pain, scale the pain from 1-10, where exactly does is hurt, does it hurt when you move like this or that, and so on. Not only did I give her a massage, I also taught her verious stretches, demonstrated them, and made her do them; and when she couldn't do a stretch, I helped her through passive movement (I moved her arm to stretch it). I told her she needed to do these stre… [more]

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  • Dear Nursing School

    Posted on: August 28th, 2012 at 4:07PM

    I love learning and appreciate all the information that you share with me. I feel honored to be in this very selective program in this school. However, this is the second day of school and we are still getting our sleep cycles back on some kind of schedules, not to mention how ****** our circadian rhythm will become once we really start doing clinicals, care plans, Jurisprudence papers, and teaching presentations.  So why are you trying to review/teach us things, in a single day, for about 6+ HOURS! Why couldn't this be spread out throughout the semester? Or post the powerpoints online so we could study these topics on our own time? This is ridiculous to me and looking around the room, most … [more]

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  • So cold...

    Posted on: January 23rd, 2013 at 1:54AM

    So cold...From my toes to my noseI shiver from the coldThat follows me in my soul.So cold...The black of night swallows meBarefoot upon icy groundLeft to freeze in this wasteland of dreams.So cold...Every step is painI grow weary from this walkWhy did I come this far?So cold...I think I'll just sit hereRest my eyes, body, and heartLet the cold winter nightSwallow me whole.So cold...I see nothing but darknessI feel nothing but chillI am nothing but exhaustionSo cold...They lied to me.There is not lightNo warm greetingsNo beautiful musicSo cold...In the endWe are aloneIn the darkIn silenceAnd so very, very, cold...… [more]

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