wolfcorpse33 18-21, M

I'm not ashamed of my emotions. If I feel something, I feel something. I'll cry if I feel like crying, I'll puke if I feel like puking, I'll be mad, or happy, or sad, or worried, or whatever if I feel it. I'm not afraid of my emotions or ashamed, or even embarrassed by them. Everyone feels it all, some just don't know how to express it.… [more]

I need to stop doing what I'm doing.… [more]

I'm heartbroken right now. I was crushing on a girl and I was hanging out with her today. She felt really distant today, more than usual, and I just knew that she just didn't want me to be there. I was hanging out with her family having a beer, trying to have a good time. But I said goodbye and as I was driving home she texts me that "the feelings just aren't there". I saw it coming, because she did just get out of a relationship, and all that, but I was actually kinda liking her you know? I was crushing pretty hard. And to think this all started as some lusty thought of her cheating on her boyfriend, which also never happened btw. *sigh*I wish I could say this was the first time this has ha… [more]

You know, I don't think I've ever been with anyone who I truly liked. Someone who I pursued, and not the other way around. I usually settle for the girl who decides to tell me that she has feelings for me. I started liking my ex's friend, Michelle, she's such a great girl and I've liked her since I was dating my ex, over a year ago. She's a good person and I guess the whole "I can't date my friend's exes" thing is in the way of us being together. *sigh* I mean, why do people not look out for number one? I mean I just wish she would just like me, date me, and just not be afraid of what goes on, but maybe It's asking for too much. I just wish, for once, that I would end up with a girl who I pu… [more]