Male , 22-25
Rockin hard to some Motorhead

I got my degree in Publishing and Non-profit literary arts and am now looking for a kick ass job...or even a mildly interesting job...I'll settle for a soul crushing grind...will work for food.

Last Seen May 13
Member Since Aug 10, 2008
Favorite Quote "Each day is a journey, and the journey itself home" Matsuo Basho
Politics Liberal
Horoscope Scorpio
Special day
Books No one has the time for my favorite book list.
Music mostly rock, but I listen to everything
Movies I don't watch many movies
Local Time May 23rd, 11:27 AM

I Love Hugs

I Do Now I never used to like hugs, the thought of being that physically close to someone made me feel very uncomfortable bu after meeting the right kinds of people and letting myself relax a bit I can... [more]
wordsmith85 has shared 28 Mature Experiences
  • I Have a Fear of Physical Intimacy

    I Wouldn't Call It a Fear. I wouldn't say I have a fear of physical intimacy but I do admit that I have never felt comfortable with being physically intimate on any level.  I have always had physical space issues that m… [more]
  • I Am Stronger Because of All I've Been Through

    "The Hotter the Fire, the Stronger the Steel" I've been through alot in a few short years, much of it I still can't really talk about.  I've grown, changed, learned, fought, won, and loss.  I've been hurt, but never broken, beaten bu… [more]
  • I Love Word Origins

    Etymology, Terrific, and Epistemology etymology, the study and philosophy of words, their origins and meanings   1398, from Gk. etymologia, from etymon "true sense" (neut. of etymos "true," rela… [more]
  • I Want to Play a Word Association Game

    OK, Here We Go Let's try to keep this clean people.  No fancy rules just whatever you think of and again keep it clean please.   Taco    … [more]
  • Other Confessions

    I think I hate my older b...
    I think I hate my older brother and father. whenever I see either of them I can't help but get a little angry at them. They both have an extremely condescending attitude about them which doesn't allow for any dissension or disagreement regardless of the faultiness of their thinking. I think what angers me the most is their utter lack of personal ambition. Whenever I have to spend time with either of them I can't help bu feel contaminated by their laziness and pervasive aura of failure. I'm smarter and more successful than both of them combined I know and understand things neither of them could hope to understand and I never get acknowledgement of what I am capable of. Frequently I am treated… [more]
  • Love Confessions

    I'm not sure if this is a...
    I'm not sure if this is a confession or a cry for help on my part. I've never had a serious relationship and have only dated one person briefly. For me my friendships with women are very precious to me and I've always valued each of the friendships I've made very highly. My confession is that at times I can't get the courage to ask these women out. I can list a litany of excuses for not pursuing relationships but at times these excuses seem hollow to me. I guess I want to know if this is normal and I would like to know the best way to build my confidence and ask the people I like out.… [more]
  • It's over

    Posted on: November 6th, 2009 at 9:28PM

    I don't know what to say here. It's over I'm single now. She said she wasn't looking for something serious. She said it would be unfair to me. It hurts like hell right now, I've been here before and I know I'll get over it but for now all I feel is alone. I loved her so much and it still didn't happen. I don't have any regrets but that's small consolation.… [more]


  • UGH! Job saerch, relationship, post graduation anxiety, and more

    Posted on: August 28th, 2010 at 2:45PM

    For the past few eeks I've been really edgey and snappy. This isn't like me and I honestly can't stand feeling this way. I recently finished my degree and have been looking for a job, any job really and it hasn't been easy. The stress and anxiety isn really pushing my limits and my pateince has been at an all time low. The worse part is that I've been snippy with my girlfriend, the last person on earth who I should snap at, I feel like an absolute *** when I'm like this and there is very little I do that helps me. I've been filling out job applications for any place I can work at, full-time, part-time, professional, career I haven't been overly picky. Filling apps helps me calm down a little… [more]


  • First Post/Summer time whining

    Posted on: June 12th, 2009 at 11:17PM

    Well, I've never tried to maintain a blog of any kind before and I don't really know what to do with it so for now I'm just going to use it to describe how I'm feeling at this moment. An right now I'm feeling pretty lonely, it's been this way for the past couple of summers during the school year I meet some really cool people get to know them and then get to say good-bye sometimes for good. I'm happy for the people that graduate and move on to bigger and better things but that still leaves me bereft and alone. As a college student I know I'm part of a semi-transient population many choosing to divide their time between their hometowns and here and all of them here only for a short while un… [more]


  • To the most magical summer ever

    Posted on: August 8th, 2009 at 12:39PM

    I've been putting the blog off for a while now if only because I wasn't sure how it would sound when I'm finished. In all my life I have never experienced such a Summer as this one. Words truly fail me when I try to describe how I've felt during this brief but happy time in my life. I ended the school year with a reasonable amount of success, got to stand behind my brother at his wedding,I got to welcome a close Friend as a sister-in-law, and I met a wonderful woman with whom I hope to have a relationship with. I weep with the emotions that I can not express and the fear that life will never be as good as it is now. The only way I can adequately describe this summer is by calling it mag… [more]