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I Write Song Lyrics, Poetry, and Short Stories
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I Love My Cancer Even If He Drives Me Crazy.I am Scorpio, My Lover is Cancer Are you in love with a Cancer? Then you have chosen one of your best possible matches. This pairing gets a "10!" Your Cancer is as deeply emotional and em… [more]
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Some Natural HelpSo I've finally got the diagnosis that I have PCOS. I went to a traditional doctor and I got the whole spiel.... blood pressure meds, metformin, birth control. None of it helped. I felt miserable, irr… [more]
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I Don't Know If I Have PcosI find out on Friday if I have PCOS. I'm seeing a natural doctor and have high hopes for a solution. My symptoms have ranged from skin tags, weight gain, hot surges, moodiness, facial hair, … [more]
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Changing ThingsI have been married for 4 and a half years. I am proud to say six months ago I decided to invest in myself. I left my husband and I'm doing things on my own two feet even if they are shaking. It occur… [more]
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I love youI love you. I never stopped. I got scared because what we have is so so deep and intimate. Only you make my heart beat like this. You're with someone else right now but I'm praying it's not too late. I still want you for the rest of my life. I know you still love me. You said so. Let's try this again. Please. Listen to your heart. Mine is calling you.… [more]
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Never Have MetHe is just text on a screen, a voice on the phone. He is 14 years older and someone my mother would have a fit with bc he is half Mexican. He is married and 3000 miles away. We have never met. Yet I love him. He calls me everyday. He feels the same way. I have been with him for 3 months now and we hope that spring will bring us reprieve from this being a long distance relationship. I am married too. Seperated but legally bound. Have you ever fallen in love with someone you have never met?… [more]
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Because You Loved MeYou gave me my values. You gave me a good foundation even when things were rocky. You believed in me even when I couldn't see it. When I start to fall you hold me up. When I forget you let me remember all in my own time and support me when I try. You've let me grow and even time apart didn't mean you gave up. Most of all you gave me your love. I'm going to strive for three rules. 1. Love myself enough to 2. Trust myself to take the 3. Actions always speak louder than words. I love you.… [more]
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Marriage, survival, the fight of you mind.Back and forth to and from Somewhere between numb and feeling Please stay, No wait I'll go Why the hell are you leaving? Confused with silent, violent withdrawl anxious chatter, what's the matter? I'm okay , I won't cry Tears fall in abandon as inside we die One more time, you promise change I don't believe you, faith I fien I want you to, oh no you didn't , oh no you don't Yes you can, oh yes you will I know you won't emotional feelings not yet fed **** here we go again buttons pressed instead of undone I used to think you were the one That's just it, we feel like **** We just don't fit, not like this When did we stop being friends? To be the first to want to make amen… [more]
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To Start Again
Everytime I start again it reminds me how much I've tried and failed. But each fresh day leaves me with a blank canvas to paint again and again. One day I hope I get it right but for now I must learn to be content with knowing I am human and that it is never mediocricy to accept and love yourself. I admit that writing this blog is simple and rather the musings of a crazy 25 year old and yet I bet everyone will find a piece of themselves in the words I write here. I am starting again. With my love life, with my weight, with my friends, my location and even my goals. I am determined that not everything in life has to be as hard as I've been taught my entire life and it is my goal to stay out o… [more]
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Thinking
I have spent most of today in my quiet little world pondering my life. I do this from time to time. Most people assume that there is something the matter with me but sometimes it's just a quiet moment to process. So much has been happening and it all seems really complicated... but really it's not. The truth is I had an affair with a married man and I live with him and his wife now. I will tell you the whole story. Even the things I am most unproud of. When you read this I'm sure you'll pass judgement. Hopefully you'll just see people and mistakes, emotions and stupidity. Maybe you will comment... Maybe you won't. This story might take me awhile to write. Hope you have the patience as I try … [more]
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Tonight ( poetry) (Actually a confession turned poetry)
I am wanting to run, stay out, not come home. He is not mean, violent or cruel. He is kind, quiet, overall a good person. I will fight for him and lose to something beyond my control, what I cannot say.. .I just want reprieve for one night.. .connection, love, friendship, kinship, spirit, body and mind soulmate. My mood: a bit peaceful… [more]
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I wish you enough
I first heard this story when I was fourteen and volunteer at my local hospital. It stayed with me and I wanted to share with you. I have no idea who originally wrote this. I never really thought that I'd spend as much time in airports as I do. I don't know why. I always wanted to be famous and that would mean lots of travel. But I'm not famous, yet I do see more than my share of airports. I love them and I hate them. I love them because of the people I get to watch. But they are also the same reason why I hate airports. It all comes down to "hello" and "goodbye."I must have mentioned this a few times while writing my stories for you. I have great difficulties with saying goodbye. … [more]
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