Female , 18-21

I'm just your everyday girl....I'm the girl hiding her pain so that your smiles aren't hampered...I'm the fighter who is fighting herself to keep her life and give it another chance...I'm just your obedient little actress who comes in your thoughts in think "There was something off about her, I should ask her if she's okay and needs help"..but you see my performance the next day..a perfect role, well you forget about it...and the curtains fall again...

Last Seen Dec 31, 2012
Member Since Jan 02, 2011
Favorite Quote Dreams Dreams. I walk them, I live them, I delude myself with them. It's a wonder I can spot reality anymore.
Vices Addictions
Horoscope Leo
Special day 8-21
Books So many....
Music Alternative Rock, Emocore, Metal
Local Time

I Did Something Unexpected

That Was Unexpected... I smiled. What a wonderful feeling. It feels so odd and strangely...light. Like a huge burden has been forgotten, like you're not being crushed anymore. It brings beautiful smiles on other... [more]
  • I Want to Share 100 Things About Me

    Random Facts About Me : ) 1. I'm a girl 2. I'm 15 3. I'm Indian 4. I'm 5 feet 7 inches tall. 5. I have STRAIGHT hair which my friends are jealous of. 6. I HATE it...^ 7. I'm allergic to aube… [more]
  • I Feel Trapped

    Suffocation I feel like I'm suffocating. I can't think, I can't cry out and I cannot BREATHE... I feel like running away, into the cool blue ocean where it isn't so crowded and full of hate..I want to break… [more]
  • I Am a ___. Ask me Anything.

    I Am A Girl.. I am a girl battling depression and fighting against herself for her life. Ask me Anything. Seriously. Anything.… [more]
  • I Was Bullied

    Nightmares To Haunt Me Forever I was bullied when I was in seventh grade...I'd moved my circle of friends to the most popular gang because my boyfriend was a part of it and let's face was popular (Yes, it seems shallow, but … [more]
  • Other Confessions

    Useless Resolution
    I resolved to never cut myself again - and I broke it within two hours of ringing in the New Year. I guess I'm hopeless after all. I spent 1 year, 8 months and 21 days free of cutting, until December 14th 2012. Now I'm on a roll and I can't stop.… [more]
  • Health Confessions

    I don't know why
    I don't know why I did it. I was upset and confused and feeling low. It was in front of me and I grabbed it. One down, two down, three down. I suppose I shouldn't have but a few weeks later, I tried again. Then again the next week. Then again this week. I'm scared I'll get addicted but I don't want to give up. Guess I already am. It makes me feel lighter, invincible. Stupid, addictive cigarettes...… [more]
  • Love Confessions

    It made me cry and laugh.
    My boyfriend (who was also my best friend) broke up with me two months ago to go back to his ex. He moved out of my life, with no explanation. A week back he called me saying that he wanted to apologize for hurting me, but that he'd never be able to be friends with me again. After a few minutes of awkward silence he said that he had to go and that he couldn't talk to me. Then he hung up. I cried for hours. But after that I smiled. I smiled because I'd heard his voice, even though it spun my barely balanced world out of control. I smiled because he apologized and at least thought to explain his actions. Mostly I smiled because he said "I can't talk to you," and not that "I don't want to talk … [more]