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I am unafraid of judgement, and lack the ability to judge, feel to talk to me or ask anything

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Member Since Feb 07, 2011
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I Am Not the Person I Used to Be

How is it that a child so kind hearted, selfless, hopeful and loving can become a sociopathic logical thinking realist and yet still see everyone as no more special or broken then one another... [more]
XulThuan has shared 1 Mature Experience
  • I Know Everyone Will Leave

    I cannot really think of how this comes together or how it is to be resolved, however it is a persistent problem I have, that no matter how hard I try, how much I accomplish, how I grow, adapt, change… [more]
  • I Feel Like I Don't Belong

    I do not know what to do, i have nothing worth sticking around for anymore... Nightmares every night, pain everyday, and an erratic mind that causes isolation... Noone to talk to day to day and noone … [more]
  • I Hurt So Much Inside

    It is hard to be alone when being alone is what you fear, even harder when you see a couple as perfect and fear imperfection being single, when all you can ever be sure of in a day is an agony that ne… [more]
  • I Am A Little Strange So What

    I have a request for those that can be who they are and understand others through the complex intricate little details that compose others, if you would be so kind as to the secrets of endearment be g… [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    I don't even know
    I have spent a lot of time reflecting, trying to figure out myself and what life holds for me, truth is I know what it is and I know what it will take, but the fact is, I hate who I am and who I am going to be, yet I see that path as the only one and as hard as I try to change or alter, even backtrack that path still lies ahead of me with no discernable variance in it, im disgruntled, im annoyed, im altogether messed up over this, Ive seen alot, been through some things that others werent as lucky, but really when you know your final steps are you really all that lucky? or is it that you are truly in hell, when you know that no amount of hope will change the outcome, no matter how hard you t… [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    Just me (feel free to mssg me)
    I have lived my life, not always the right way, but the best at the time. As I grew up, got older, got wiser, I realized the mistakes and what sounded really outlandish and fake, but as I started to see close friends fade, and aquaintances turn to enemies, i realized that it doesnt matter who I was, doesnt matter if i feel sad or happy, or even angry. People eventually stopped caring, stopped being there... so I changed my life, changed who I was and changed who I was going to be to be who I am... I am just me now, love me or leave me, I will get over it, if u want to be a friend then by all means, u want to be just an aquaintance thats your choice, and if you find you don't like me after a … [more]